*smooshes in a pretend title*

Had the vague thought of the year in review thing…That’s as far as it’s gotten.
Had the vague thought of the resolutions thing…That’s gotten a bit further, as I sort of have one or two…But…You don’t get that tonight either.

I’m sure I had another thought as to what was suppose to be here…Suddenly…Or perhaps not so…I don’t feel much like any thoughts at all…Been feeling like that a lot again lately.

Grim called today…Talk for maybe 10 min. He called because he was walking to the store to buy Mrs. Dash. Joy.

I’m feeling worn out…Though after drinking the tea…Which I should of done sooner, I know…I’m not feeling a conjested as I was…Though it’s possible it’ll return. Throat still hurts…Though perhaps not as much. I do believe the headache has staved off some as well…Though it is reminding me it’s lingering in the background…Somewhere.

I guess…All and all…I’m just out of sorts…

Maybe it’s the end of the year…Can I blame it on the end of the year?
I’m more inclined to say it’s because I’m heart-lonely…And that…*sigh*…Is not going to change anytime soon…And as I see Raven’s love life going nowhere at this point…I can’t even have hope of losing myself to the feelings there…Instead…*sigh*…We shall both suffer internal torment. Loverly.

So yeah…Tomorrow is the last day of the year…Tomorrow being a mere hour and ten minutes away as I type this.

Know what…I give up on this entry…I have thoughts…But they are better left stuffed in my brain…I suppose.

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:big chris brand hugs: i really feel you on the lonely part. i hope you feel better. you are beautiful. Chris

December 30, 2006

*hugs you* yes, i think i am having similar thoughts. let’s hope have a better year starting day after tomorrow.

I haven’t even really thought of the past year at all. Although it has housed some of the most drastic changes of my life. Maybe I should get around to doing that!

*hugs* I should a year in review too, but I probably won’t.

December 30, 2006

Yes tis the end of the year. I’m glad really. I dunno.. New year, new career, new beginning… That’s what I need/want.

December 30, 2006

(((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))

I hope you and I started feeling better soon! This just bloody sucks. *huggles* Raven could have a love life…if you have her one. Or at least a chase like last time! That was fun. Heh. ~

December 30, 2006

Heh… *hugs* you tried! Cant wait to see tommorow’s entry with the new years resolutions! xoxo

December 31, 2006

*prods raven’s love life* but she was also so popular with the men, *looks at list* sirius peter AND snapey! grrr… hope she finds someone feel better next year will be great you’re going to college and don’t think any otherwise xxx

December 31, 2006

and what about damian hummm? *nudge nudge* *wink wink* xxx

Maybe the new year signals a time of change for you. You need to remember only YOU know what YOU want and only YOU can go get it/do it/make it happen. *huggles* I believe in you.

December 31, 2006

Tis the season . . . to feel crappy *laughs* Maybe it’s jus the winter blahs. *hugs*

*huge huggles* Dang that virus!! *kills it* Die!! Diiiieeeee!!! *beams* All better! *hug*