Saturday’s Entry…What a clever title…Not

Let’s see…Didn’t get much sleep last night/this morning…Then again, that’s usually the case. Someday I’m going to have to do something about that.

Only one of the boys stayed the night, thankfully…Things calmed down quite a bit after the one left. Sonja and Jordan still stayed up till past midnight.

Took Halrey to Toys ‘R’ Us today to spend his money from his grandpa in Washington. He picked out something right away. I told him to wait, and we’d look through the whole store…After looking at everything, he went back to his first choice. I should of just known to go with it to begin with. Anyway…He got one of those plug into the tv games, DragonballZ. Then they had a Mortal Kombat one for 1/2 price…So we worked it out so he could get it too…PLUS…They were doing a Buy 2 Get 1 Free on the Plug & Play Games, so we got a second Mortal Kombat game/controller, as they were set up so that two of them could be used together, so two players can fight each other.

I had some other thought that I was going to put up here…But I can’t remeber what it was now. *shrugs*

*sigh* *pokes @ writing* It’s not getting done…Hopefully tomorrow…Maybe I need some kind of incentive program. Or maybe I’m just too tired to think (almost fell asleep coming home after shopping with Harley).

*lays down futon from couch to bed* Aaaaaaaaaaaaah, tis relaxing. Nice bed…Matress is covered with a soft material…

Well…Chapter Two of The Witch Stones will be up under it’s chapter.

Guess I missed out on my one phone call tonight…Mum got on the phone, and was on there for quite a while.

I should of finished my RPG entry, as I wasn’t working on my NaNoWriMo writing…Didn’t manage to get to that either though. I need to get something done, somewhere.
Raya and I talked about some roleplay stuff tonight, prior to Mum stealing the phone. *waits patiently for storyline to unfold*

I’m having focus issues…I can’t even really focus on this…Guess I’ll finish up on that note then.

Tomorrow…I WILL write…I have to…I need to get something done. Don’t think I’ll manage to catch up tomorrow…But I’ll try…Gods…That would be nearly 6,000 words. Why have I let myself get so far behind?

ANYWAY…Time for a song break. *laughs*

Kryptonite : 3 Doors Down
I took a walk around the world
To ease my troubled mind
I left my body laying somewhere
In the sands of time
I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon
I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float
To the dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be
Something to do with you
I really don’t mind what happens now and then
As long as you’ll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be
There a holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak,
But still your secrets I will keep
You took for granted all the times
I never let you down
You stumbled in and bumped your head,
If not for me then you would be dead
I picked you up and put you back
On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well,
Will you be there a holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be there a
Holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite
Yeah!!

If I go crazy then will you still
Call me Superman
If I’m alive and well, will you be there a
Holding my hand
I’ll keep you by my side
With my superhuman might
Kryptonite

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*sigh* I’ve got that lonely feeling creeping upon me.

Forgot to mention Thursday that Mike called. Grim called right after the first time, saved me momentairly. But he called back again later too. He’s offering me the dance I asked him for…what is it now, two/ three years ago?
I hate the thoughts I have when I’m lonely…

I just want someone to hold me. They don’t even have to love me…Not really…Just so I can pretend for awhile…I’m good at pretending…Really I am.

Eh…My head hurts…I’m going to blame it for my meloncholoy (Yeah, I’m sure it’s spelled wrong, but I can’t be bothered to fix it.

*HUGS* to all those peoples who are important to me…I’m sure you know who you are.

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November 11, 2006

*hugs back* lol Pwiddy song indeed! I like 3 Doors Down and I love the highlighted parts! And go Harley for getting all that stuff for his birthday, good bargains! I love Mortal Kombat that led me to Tekken which led me to Soul Calibur and now I can pwn anyone… *grins* Oh am a geek… Oh! Work on it, I know you’re struggling with your NaNoWriMo, but you can do it we’re rooting for yooou! xoxo

November 11, 2006

WOOT for great buys on toys! RYN: haha thanks! It was duly noted/appreciated! 🙂 *tons of hugs back* awwwww and you are important to me as well! Hope the writing block clears up! Looks like Raya’s got the itch again! *woot* that is one AWE-SOME song from 3 doors down! but my favorite is still ‘here w/o you’ awwww *tear* haha

November 11, 2006

we all have ‘less than clear/moral’ thoughts when we are lonely! I wish you the best and if that means ‘imagining’ till the real thing comes along…then my hopes are with you! 🙂 *tons and piles of huggles* have a good night! get a RESTFUL and PEACEFUL sleep! 🙂

November 12, 2006

That’s a sweet deal on the games for Harley. I’d be loving them too. Glad the kids settled down. You’ll get the writing done. You’re not a quitter. You’re way too strong for that. Look at what you do daily. You’re very strong.

🙂

Kryptonite is a sweet song. *hugs you back then kicks Mike* He deserve kicking, right? Note from

November 12, 2006

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Good song! I like that song. *kicks Mike* Nooo Mike! *hugs* *more hugs* Yay for shopping…well, not so yay anymore since I won’t be able to spend for quite a while. Blah. Going Christmas shoping anytime soon? *laughs* Mom said she might go tomorrow. I put her in the Christmas spirit with my singing, she said. Yay for spreading happiness! Now quit being so stubborn andembrace lovely Christmas. Hehe. *hugs*

November 12, 2006

good job on the toys r us bargains, gotta love days like that. and as for the feeling lonely and stuff… *hugs you tightly* we are always here to talk to. *smiles and kisses your nose*

November 12, 2006

Yay for toy shopping! I cannot take hubby to the toy store, he wants to get more things for himself then for the baby. keep on with the nano, you can do it!

I’ll hold you!! Since you’re so good at pretending..just pretend I’m a dude…but I actually do sorta love ya. Even if it’s online stuff. :)) I suck at that stuff. Ah well..you shouldn’t have to pretend if you find the right guy. *is still looking* *gigglesnorts*

hummm…I’m not sure if I am one that get a hug or not…I hope so! lol lonely feelings creeping on you, that sounds like something from a bad horror movie lol

November 12, 2006

Looks like Harley had a good day! I’m sorry about the lonely thoughts.. they suck .. *hugz*