Up, Down, Up, Down…

I’ve come to realize, not all people are evil. *gasp* Yeah, I know, a shocker. *laughs* *smiles*
I’ve come to realize there are people I call friends, almost in a causal way, as they are there, we talk, yet to some degree, I hardly know them. I’ve come to learn, they are even better friends than I realized they were. *smiles*
It’s been an…enlightening week or so. *smiles* I’m learning more about the people around me…Well perhaps not around, around me, as I still suffer from that evil distance virus. *kicks distance* But those people who are in my life, even if they are hundreds, thousands, etc. miles away. Even if it is a small world…Sometimes it’s still way too big.
The last couple days my protective streak has sunk in towords a couple (few) diffrent people. Thing I hate most…All I can do is virtually kick the offenders, or an array of other evils…Usually involving trunks, fire, lakes, shovels, etc. Or share my frustrations with a third friend…As we both wish we could remove the offendiers various body parts in most painful of manners. While offering virtual hugs to <the people> to my friend(s).

I really want to thank those who have had to endure my bouts of seemingly incestint babbling. *smiles* To be honest, even as I was spewing it, I was wondering if I should…But…*smiles* I’ve learned that my friends are quite receptive of my need to purge thoughts/emotions from my brain. Makes me want to keep you all the more. *smiles* *thinks* Gods…How many of there are you now? *laughs* I’ve never had to think much about plurals…At least not past two in quite a while. *counts on fingers* Okay…At least four people (outside my usual two) have been subject to an unload of mine within the last couple weeks. Granted the one I still don’t know that well…And as I’m always worried about bothering people and messaging first, at the rate I’m going, I won’t know them any better…But anyway. *laughs* I did manage to do it…And I guess it was a sort of opening up to someone. *shrugs* Maybe I’m not so hopeless after all. Though I’d still really love my rock or hole, or both back…As on occasion, I still need a place to run and hide and feel safe. *puppy dog eyes @ Raya* Pwease Sissy…Can I have my hiding places back. *blinky, blinky, blinky*

I’m in a fairly good mood…Despite the fact that I’ve got an assortment of emotions running around vying for ultimate control of my being! *falls over laughing* Yeah…*shakes head @ self* I’ve pretty much lost it…But I’m okay with that. *smirks* I think…I do believe…It’s residual contentment. *giggles* *watches brain fall out and roll away* Ooo…I should probably catch that. *giggles some more* *falls over* *laughs self hysterical*

*picks self up* Er…Yeah…I’m okay, really. *smiles* *thinks the smile should tell you I’m not right* *snickers* Gods…What IS wrong with me. *laughs*

*walks through dinning room* I swear…More and more of the furniture in my house spawn the oddest thoughts. *laughs self into insanity*

Sorry…I’m…I don’t friggen know really. More relaxed and content than I have been for a while I suppose. It was just…A good night. AFTER all the insanity had been dealt with.

Yeah…Last night was really messed up for a while. And there were a few cases of over-reacting…On a couple peoples part…[So bloody well quit saying sorry about it…I freaked out when I shouldn’t have first. Got it?] Isn’t it better when you talk about it though…And say what’s bothering you. [Yeah, yeah, I know, I know…Follow my own advice if I’m going to expect anyone else to do it.]

Anyway…(great word) *laughs*…Missed oppertunity was taken care of too…So all is good.

Ug…I had a thought. *looks around* It ran off! Ahhhhhh! Come back thought! I need you thought! *falls over laughing*

Anyway…I was without my sissy last night. *pouts* Hopefully she was off having funs.
Grim is running off for four days…In four days…Meanie. *laughs*

Okay…I think the odd mood I’ve been running on is starting to settle. *takes nice deep relaxing breath* Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. *giggles* Nope…Still brainnumb. *grins* *laughs*

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=Tis 1:00 P.M. Going for a break from O.D.=-=-=-=-=-=-=-

Okay…It’s nearly 8 P.M. and I have NO word count. *headdesk* *sigh*

I don’t think I’m going to get one either.
Haven’t finished the rpg entry either.

2 of the 4 kids Sonja invited over came…Both the boys. They are loud things.

Talked to Raya earlier, she can attest to the loud things in the background. *hugs sissy* Sorry I haven’t been saying much of late…I just don’t have much going on. *so needs a life*

Haven’t talked to Grim at all today…
Okay…found the ‘missing reaper.’ And I WASN’T worried sick. *headdesk*

Blah…I went to check something, and my entry got messed up…So now I have to fix it. [Which meant getting rid of some of it]

Anyway…In my insane mood this morning Aaron came on. I asked him on the 1-10 scale where he thought I was. He said 7.
He then burnt down Kentucky, and fled to Mexico to drink Tequila.

Him and his girlfriend thingy broke up. His girlfriend thingy didn’t want a boyfriend thingy…He said neither did he. I told him I hoped he didn’t want a boyfriend thingy. *laughs*

*SCREAMS*  Why can’t everything just be all normal…Okay, yeah, I know…Everyone is getting stressed out over everything…and it seems to just be effecting everything. *sigh*
*builds a pillow fort*
*hides inside pillow fort*
*sews mouth shut*
*cuts fingers off*