I have nothing for you…

…So you get a bunch of mish mash.

We’ll start with…Since this Scoprion ring has seemed to become a very familiar image of late…taking up residence on my finger alot…I’d look up the totem information connected with Scoprions. This is what I found:

The Fierce Scorpion Totem possesses the following virtues:
Metamorphosis, openness to change, mystery, independence, self-protection, endurance, ferocity, self-possession, fearlessness, power of passion, masterful presence, magnetic personality, determination, personal intensity, willpower, tenacity, forcefulness, tranquility and dignity.

The Scorpion is a master of self defense and is a symbol of ‘always prepared’ Scopion teaches about constant vigilance and how to deal with intensity, whether it be environmental, physical, or spiritual. By being a small creature, is teaches concealing the readiness through its ability to ‘slip through the cracks’ By its zodiac connection it is connected to late fall and autumn as well.

Then…I found a survey…

Yes or no. No explanations. [Oh yeah, riiiiiight…Like anyone thinks I’m even remotely capable of that. *laughs*]

1. Taken a picture naked?

Uh…*turns bright red*…I plead the 5th. *giggles*

2. Painted your room?

No [But I would sure like to.]

3. Made out with a member of the same sex?

No…Definately not my thing

4. Driven a car?

Yes.

5. Danced in front of your mirror?

Yes.

6. Had a crush?

Duh…No, never ever. *laughs* Of course…I do pass for human on occasion after all. *laughs*

7. Been dumped?

*sigh* Yes.

8. Stole money from friend?

No.

9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?

No…Do I look that mental?

10. Been in a fist fight?

No.

11. Snuck out of your house?

No.

12. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

*sigh* Yes…It’s pretty much a fact of like that that is going to happen at some point…Isn’t it?

13. Been arrested?

No.

14. Made out with a stranger?

No.

15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?

Aren’t like dates meeting up with people, if you meet them somewhere?

16. Left your house with out telling your parents?

Yes.

17. Had a crush on your neighbor?

I’ve never had a neighbor worth having a crush on…Oh, I mean…No. *laughs*

18. Ditched school to do something more fun?

Yes.

19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?

Isn’t that typical at a sleepover?

20. Seen someone die?

No.

21. Been on a plane?

No.

22. Kissed a picture?

Yes.

23. Slept in until 3?

*thinks* Probably.

24. Love someone or miss someone right now?

Yes.

25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?

Yes.

26. Made a snow angel?

Yes.

27. Played dress up?

Yes.

28. Cheated while playing a game?

No

29. Been lonely?

Yes…*sigh*

30. Fallen asleep at work/school?

Yes…Shame on me. *giggles*

31. Felt an earthquake?

No…I live in Northern Michigan!

32. Touched a snake?

Yes. *mutters something about stupid musk snake in middle school*

33. Ran a red light?

Yes…Evil thing turned on me as I was going under it.

34. Been suspended from school?

No.

35. Had detention?

Saturday detenion…Evil school system.

36. Been in a car accident?

Yes.

37. Hated the way you look?

Yes…I think most people have at some point in time…I’m getting better though. *smiles*

38. Witnessed a crime?

No.

39. Pole danced?

I’ve never really had access to a pole.

40. Been lost?

Yes.

41. Been to the opposite side of the country?

Well…If you think of the country as more of a rectangle…I’ve been to the Northern boarder…The East coast…As far South as the top of Texas…Have stayed away from the West though…I’m willing to go for a visit though…If I’m wanted there.

42. Felt like dying?

Yes.

43. Cried yourself to sleep?

Yes…I’m pretty sure of it.

44. Sang karaoke?

No. *hides* Despite what some people say…I don’t think I can sing well enough for that.

45. Ever dance with no music playing?

Yes…Sometimes my body just has to move…Either that or their is music in my head…Whichever sounds less mental. *laughs*

46. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?

Yes…I think most people have.

47. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?

No.

48. Laughed when something wasn’t funny?

Not that I can recall.

49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?

Yes…Isn’t that a requirement of being alive and where it’s snowing?

50. Kissed in the rain?

*thinks* Uh…Not that I can recall.

51. Sing in the shower?

No…I’ve sung in the tub though.

52. Made love in a park?

No…Woods yes…Park no.

53. Had a dream that you married someone?

Not that I can recall.

54. Glued your hand to something?

Superglue is evil…*laughs*

55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?

No…What kind of idiot would manage this one?

56. Ever gone to school partially naked?

No.

57. Been a cheerleader?

No.

58. Sat on a roof top?

Yes.

59. Didn’t take a shower for a week?

Yes…I take baths, not showers. *relaxes in tub*

60. Been told your breath stinks?

Not that I can recall.

61. Been told you stink?

No.

62. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?

Hmmm…I don’t think so..

63. Played chicken?

Not in a car or anything like that.

64. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

No.

65. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?

Not in public…Online, yeah.

66. Broken a bone?

Yes. *points at bump on collarbone* Bloody thing didn’t grow back together quite right either.

67. Been chased by a cop?

No.

68. Been easily amused?

Yes…Some

times. *laughs*

69. Laugh so hard you cry?

Yes…And I’m going to blame Raya for it. *laughs* *hugs sissy*

70. Mooned/flashed someone?

Uh…Not in person. *turns red*

71. Cheated on a test?

No.

72. Forgotten someone’s name?

Yes.

73. Slept naked?

No.

74. Gone skinny dipping in a pool?

No.

75. Threw up from drinking?

Yes…Really up…Projectile vomiting…Yeah, I know…More than you wanted or needed to know. *laughs*

76. Played a prank on someone?

*thinks* There must of been one…Somewhere along the lines…Though nothing like Raven in roleplay…

77. Gone to a late night movie?

Yes.

78. Made love to anything not human?

No.

79. Failed a class?

Yes…Biology…twice…Health…one or twice…Junior English…*thinks*…I think that’s about it. Oh yeah…Spanish & Journalism. Blah.

80. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?

Uh…Not even going to go there…

81. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?

No.

82. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?

I think we all know the answer to this one already…Yes.

83. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?

Not this year…*glares at Critters*…As someTHINGS…were being quite evil.

84. Thrown strange objects?

Does a remote count as a strange object? Threw it at the t.v. when they annouced the O.J. verdict. Then there is the various toys of the Critters that have learned to fly…

85. Felt like killing someone?

Yes.

86. Thought about running away?

Yes.

87. Ran away?

Not really.

88. Cursed either parent to their face?

No.

89. Did drugs?

Alcohol is a drug…And it is BAD…*glares in general direction of where I know the rum is at* *shudders at the thought of rum*

90. Had detention and not attend it?

Not that I can recall.

91. Made parent cry?

Not that I know of.

92. Cried over someone?

Yes.

93. Owned more than 5 sharpies?

YES!!!! I currently have 22 diffrent colors of Sharpies. *grins* I use to have gold and silver too…I think…If not…I need to get them yet.

94. Have a dog?

No. *sigh* *looks over at Branchala’s picture on wall*

95. Own an instrument?

Yes. *looks in general direction of poor neglected harp*

96. Been in a band?

No.

97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?

O.o That would be ALOT of pop…

98. Broken a CD?

Yes.

99. Shot a gun?

Yes. Blah…Stupid guns…*hugs bow* Bows and arrows are so much more loverly.

100. Been on OD for more than 5 hours?

Uh…Probably at some point. *laughs*

[Welll…I answered 42 of them properly…That’s almost half…That’s good for me. *laughs*]

*sigh* Had a moment this afternoon…It went something like this:
The want and the need is almost overwhelming. I feel like it could drive me utterly mad. I just want someone to want me, to touch me, to release this agonizing hunger that’s inside me…Threatening to consume me.

Wrote this…I’m sure there is more…But this is what I got so far:

What I want in a member of the male species.
I want…Someone who can make me smile and laugh, even when I feel like crying.
I want…Someone who treats me like I’m a worthwhile individual.
I want…Someone who will hold me when I need to be held.
I want…Someone who will hold me when I want to be held.
I want…Someone who thinks knows I’m beautiful, and will make sure I know it.
I want…Someone who, although they might not agree with everything I say, will accepet me for having my own thoughts and opinions.

Let’s see…Other than that…I haven’t a clue. Though I think I’m hugry…I haven’t a clue as to what I want though…Want coffee…Can’t have it though…I’m not sure if I even have enough for tomorrow mornings…Although…Hmmm…There is good milk in the house again…And I haven’t had my red tea in a long, long time…Hmmm…Does sound quite good.

So yeah…I’ll shut up before I put you all into a coma…*laughs*