Can I get much more random? Yeah.probably *laughs*

It’s been…a really boring day. *sigh*

I made a turkey dinner, it was okay…but…I don’t know…It was good and all…guess it just could of been better. Had mashed potatoes [I wanted baked, but 1) the potatoes were too small, and 2) Mum prefers mashed to baked.], stuffing, maple-glazed baby carrots, cranberry sauce, and black olives…Dessert was cherry cheesecake. Yummies.

I’m working on a list of my Halloween costumes through the ages…I’ve got most of them filled in…then a side list of things I know I’ve been, but not sure which year they belong to. I need to dig out the photo albums to see if I can figure out the rest of the years for sure…and see if I can fill in the couple missing years. I’ve only repeated a costume once…and that was Elvira…that was ’91 & ’95.

Speaking of Halloween…I need to finish Harley’s costume…minor details is all…and Sonja…*headdesk* She is still changing her mind…She’s going to have to figure it out pretty darn quick if I’m going to be able to do anything about it. Me…I guess I’m just going to run around playing pirate…As I’ve got the costume already. I never did get the massive amount of feathers that it would take to create Raven’s lilin wings. Plus, I still have no idea how I’d pull off the tail either. So I guess I go will simple and easy this year…Which gives me this next month to focus on Sonja’s…IF…I can get her to decide.

I’ve got thoughts…but no focus…Then again, I’m not sure I’ve had much focus for a while. I can’t seem to pull anything together properly…Proof can be seen at roleplay, where I was famous for posting everyday…and now…*sigh* *shakes head* I’m quite disappointed in myself.

Off on another random direction…My cell phone is driving me mental. It keeps slipping into analog…which means I can’t get/make calls/texts…Not that I’m expecting either…*sigh*
Though I did discover a nifty little feature on the evil little thing yesterday…It’s got a 30 second voice recorder. Now I know 30 seconds isn’t a lot…but it would come quite in handy for those moments I’m out and have a thought that needs to be taken down quick before it’s lost….As I still have not been able to get a tape recorder for such things…Then again, with the whole unfocused thoughts…Not sure I’ll be needing one any time soon either. *sigh*

I want to do something…Seems everyone I know…almost all my friends are off in college. I guess it just feels like they are, attempting at least, to do something with their lives…and I am…doing nothing. I want to feel like I’m doing something…I want to do something…I want…I don’t even bloody well know anymore.

Despite Grimmie telling me not to get him anything for him for his birthday…I do have something here for him…I just need to get around to getting it sent out. Tis nothing much…only cost me a dollar….It’ll probably cost more for shipping. Today is his birthday…I texted him a couple times to wish him a happy birthday…I’ve thought about calling…but he’s been busy with his family this week-end.

Anyway…I’ve decided to share a joke that someone e-mailed me…Tis worthy of my darling sister the Smut Lord I think. *smiles*

Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with this really cute, really hot girl in his office, but she was dating someone else.

One day Eddie got so frustrated that he went to her and said, "I’ll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you."

The girl looked at him, and then said, "NO!"

Eddie said, "I’ll be real fast. I’ll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I’ll finish by the time you’ve picked it up."

She thought for a moment and said that she would consult with her boyfriend. So she called him and explained the situation.

Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, and pick up the money really fast. He won’t even be able to get his pants down."

She agrees and accepts Eddie’s proposal.

Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend’s call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened.

Still breathing hard, the girl managed to reply, "The bastard had all quarters!"

Management lesson: Always consider a business proposition in it’s entirety before agreeing to it and getting screwed!

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And some of my random bit of writings that I can’t seem to get very far…

A poem or something similar that hasn’t gotten too far.

I don’t want to want you, but I do
It’s all the little things, you say and do
Can’t get you off my mind
Memories, too easy to find
The look in your eyes, burning desire
Set me on edge, turning my blood to fire

And…This is suppose to be the beginning of a story…but I just…I don’t know…Got this far, and *shrugs*

The young woman moved with an ethereal grace, drawing attention of more than one young man. Her shining blue orbs were focused solely on one young man in particular this day. She had watched him, learned his habits, his schedule, until watching could do no more for her. As he sat in the library, working on an assignment that barely seemed to keep his interest, she made her way across the room. "May I sit here?" The tones of her voice were soft and melodic.

"Yeah, whatever." Came his curt reply, not paying her the least attention, which only caused a small smile to snake across her lips. He would be a bit of a challenge.

As she pulled out the chair, leaning slightly forward, she let the top book slip from the stack she carried. The book hit the floor with a thud, drawing the young man’s attention. "Oops."

Turning in his seat, the young man reached down for the book, as she bent to retrieve it as well. "Here," he lifted it from the floor slightly into her already waiting hand. Glancing up at her for the first time, his own blue eyes locked with hers.

And,,,I started writing this too…I just can’t seem to…I don’t know…write the rest of what should happen.

Are you sleeping my darling, walking the world of dreams? Am I there my dear, stirring your passions? Are you hungry my sweet, wanting to feed your desires? Do you know the thoughts that fill my head, when I’m left to my own devices? Do you know how much I want to feel your touch, your embrace, your kiss? You sleep in sweet slumber, and I can no longer resist. I steal into the room where you sleep, watching you from the doorway as you lay upon the bed. How I long to lay next to you.

The house is quiet, we are the only ones here. Why should I not follow my instincts, my desires? Would it be so bad for you, to wake up next to me? Slipping over the threshold, I creep silently across the floor, around the foot of the bed, to stand beside it, looking down at you. I sit upon the bed, pulling

my legs up, then lay down behind you. You’re still sleeping, I can hear your even breathing, so peaceful. I wrap my arms around you, pressing my body into yours, feeling the warmth radiate. My breath brushes your neck, sending a small shudder through your sleeping form. Has your sleeping mind turned to thoughts of me?

My lips follow my breath, caressing your neck, letting tender kisses linger upon your flesh. You stir, your sleeping and waking minds coming together. Rolling over, a mixture of surprise and delight on your features. "Good morning." I whisper, hoping my invasion is well received.

"Good morning." You whisper back, a tired smile in place. "What’s with the wake up call?" You ask, your arms sliding around my waist, drawing me near.

"I was lonely," I reply, a slight pout in place. Your eyes looking into my own, I watch with anticipation as you lick your lips. That small action enough to make me swallow hard, wanting what is promised to follow. You don’t disappoint, as your mouth finds mine, soft, sweet and gentle. The blood in my veins stir, threatening to boil over, as the kiss intensifies, and you pull me even closer.

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So yeah…that’s what I have for the evening…