Entry…Bolding survey…OpenDiary survey

10:30 AM
Blah…Been awake nearly an hour…Dentist office called, which is good, it saved me from having to remeber to call them. *laughs* Sonja has a cleaning next Tuesday, Harley the following Tuesday, and myself the Thursday after that. Will be wonderful to have one where they don’t have to work around my braces…I’m a bit anxious to see them when they are done.

*sigh* I’ve got a meeting with Sonja’s teacher and the super intendent/principal today after school…Not looking forward to it. I don’t know what I can tell them. I keep telling her she has to be in school, and she has to stop the crying in the mornings, it’s not good for her, and it’s distracting to her fellow students. I’ve taken away having the two friends she wanted to stay the night stay this week-end. She can’t order any of the books from the book order. Told her if it continues she won’t be able to go to her other friends birthday party Saturday. I’ve told her if it keeps up she won’t be able to go up to her Aunt Ann’s with her dad and the other grandma…Plus that means having to tell her father the why of it…I’m sure she doesn’t want to listen to whatever he’s going to have to say…Which is why I haven’t told him, because he’ll most likely get unnessasarly loud, and repeat what was already said, and serve no useful purpose. He doesn’t spend enough time with them in a usual setting to try and present himself as a source of disapline. He’s just loud.

Well, I’m off to try and scrub the layer of purple off my skin, silly hair dye…and see if I can FINALLY get to those pictures. *laughs*

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6:46 PM
Well…Didn’t have to deal with the super intendent/principal, just Mr. Z. It went fairly well…I’ve decided he looks like a sea turtle. *laughs* *shakes head* I don’t know…he just does. *laughs* Going to try dropping Sonja off at the front doors, with Harley as her charge. Hopefully if I’m not right there, and she has to make sure he’s settled in things will go more smoothly.

Duane asked this morning if it was okay if she stayed the night after his birthday party. I told her she had to be good today and tomorrow…She was a bit better today, hopefully she’ll do really good tomorrow. We’ll see.

*pouts* When Grimmie got off the phone today he said might not get to talk for a couple days…He’s going to be in San Deigo with his family (his birthday is Sunday). If we don’t talk, it’ll be the first day since his visit that we haven’t talked. Though we did spend something like a half hour exchanging text messages while he was in one of his classes this afternoon. *laughs*
If we don’t get to talk…guess that means it’s going to be a long waited raincheck. *laughs*
~+~ Talked to him a couple time since this was written. *laughs* He thinks I should specify that there was a day we didn’t talk on the phone….but we still communicated through text messages…so I’m counting it. *laughs* ~+~

Oh yeah…and I did get to the pictures…I just need to work some final details out now.

Okays…Have some surveys…

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· Bold what is true about you.
· Italicize what you wish was true about you.
· Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.

I miss somebody right now

I don’t watch much TV these days

I love black olives

I own lots of books

I wear glasses or contact lenses

I love to play video games……They are entertaining on occasion.

I’ve tried marijuana

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship

I believe honesty is usually the best policy

I curse sometimes

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year……I’m working on it anyway.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me

I’m totally smart

I have broken someone’s bones……Only my own.

I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal

I hate the rain

I’m paranoid at times……Just once in a while…I think. *laughs* 

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

I need money right now……Don’t we all?

I love sushi……Spew

I talk really, really fast……Not very often 

I have fresh breath in the morning

I have long hair

I have lost money in Las Vegas

I have at least one sibling……Not by blood, but by heart.

I was born in a country outside of the USA……Only if you still count Texas as it’s own country. *laughs*

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past

I couldn’t survive without Caller ID……I could live…but it’s nice to have anyway. 

I like the way I look ……I’m getting better though

I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months

I know how to cornrow

I am usually pessimistic

I have a lot of mood swings

I think prostitution should be legalized

I think Britney Spears is pretty

I slept with a roommate

I have a hidden talent……If it’s hidden, how would I know I had it? 

I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have

I have a lot of friends

I am currently single

I have pecked someone of the same sex

I enjoy talking on the phone……To certain people. 

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants……If I don’t have to go out, why waste the clothes getting dressed. *laughs* 

I love to shop

I enjoy window-shopping

I would rather shop than eat

I would classify myself as ghetto

I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders

I’m obsessed with OpenDiary…….I wouldn’t say obessed…well, maybe *laughs* 

I don’t hate anyone

I’m a pretty good dancer……It’s up for debate. 

I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother

I have a cell phone

I believe in God(s) & Goddess(es)

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months

I’ve rejected someone before

I currently like someone……*pokes*  

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

I want to have children in the future……*looks at Critters* But I’ve already got them.

I have changed a diaper before

I’ve called the cops on a friend before

I am a member of the Tom Green fan club

I’m not allergic to anything…Tis allergic to anything with a penicilin base. 

I have a lot to learn……Don’t we

all?

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger

I have kissed someone 10 years older or younger

I am shy around the opposite sex……Most of the time 

I’m online 24/7, even as an away message……Like my arcaic dial-up would allow that. 

I have at least 5 away messages saved

I have tried alcohol or drugs before……Alcohol yes, drugs no

I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past……No, but I’ve made a move on my significant other’s friend. *shakes head* Shame on me.

I own the "South Park" movie……Pirated from pay-per-view

I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on OpenDiary…….I probably would though. *laughs* 

When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum

I enjoy some country music……SOME…very little…mostly the older stuff

I would die for my best friends

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza

I watch soap operas whenever I can

I’m obsessive, and often a perfectionist

I have used my sexuality to advance my career

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all

I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"

Halloween is awesome!

I watch Spongebob Squarepants, and I like it

I have dated a close friend’s ex……He kind of made his rounds

I like surveys.

I am happy joyful at this moment

I’m obsessed with guys

Democrat

Conservative Republican

I am punk rock

I am preppy

I go for older guys/girls, not younger

I study for tests most of the time

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met

I can work on a car……Not major things…but tiny things I could.

I love my job

I am comfortable with who I am right now

I have more than just my ears pierced

I walk barefoot wherever I can

I have jumped off a bridge

I love sea turtles

I spend ridiculous amounts of money on make-up

I believe in prophetic dreams

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream……It would be nice to. 

I am proficient on a musical instrument……*stares at harp in case* I can play Mary Had a Little Lamb…I use to be ale to play it on the flute too. 

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant

I hate office jobs

I love Sci-Fi movies……Some of them are okay. 

I think water rules

I went to college out of state

I am adopted

I like sausage

I am a pyro……Ooo…Fire pretty

I love the Red Sox

I have thrown up from crying too much……Not that I can recall…but I’ve had my nerves so messed up that it made me sick.

I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved……I think it happens to us all at some point. 

I love kisses

I fall for the worst people and have been hurt (nearly) every time

I adore bright colors ……Red counts as a bright color, right?

I love Dear Abby

I can’t live without black eyeliner

I think school is awesome

I think pigtails serve a purpose……WTF? What kind of purpose could pigtails serve??? 

I don’t know why the heck I just did this stupid thing

I usually like covers better than originals

I don’t like multi-textured ice cream

I think John Cusack is adorable

I freaking hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays

I watch Food Network way too much

I love coaching youth sports

I can pick up things with my toes

I can’t whistle

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither

I have ridden/owned a horse

I still have every journal I’ve ever written in

I talk in my sleep

I’ve often thought that I was born in the wrong century

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions

Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime

I have Jazz in my blood

I wear a toe ring

I have a tattoo……No, I have seven! *laughs* 

I want a tattoo……Yes, I want some more.

I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with

I am a caffeine junkie……Only my morning coffee…and whatever is in chocolate  

I know who Santos L. Halper is

I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed

I love wrestling. 

I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I’m not ashamed at all

If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder……If I bolded this, would you all look at me like I was some kind of psycho? *laughs* 

I cosplayed or know what cosplaying is

I have been to over 15 conventions

I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better

I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner

I’m an artist……Some people might think so…I’m never sure. 

I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made……Why does this make me think of Tara? *laughs* 

I am ambidextrous

I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed

My computer has a name……Ooo…I should so name my computer. 

If it weren’t for having to see other people naked, I’d live in a nudist colony

I have terrible teeth……No! I have beautious teeth now. *grins* Grimmie says my smile is Godly. *laughs*

I hate my toes

I have more friends on the Internet than in real life

I have lived in either three different states or countries

I am extremely flexible

I love hugs more than kisses……Hmmmm…Can’t do it…Kisses are just better. *laughs* 

I want to own my own business

I smoke or have tried cigarettes

I have met a star from ABC’s LOST

I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else……Probably anyway. *laughs* 

Nobody has ever said I’m normal

Sad movies, games, books and the like can cause a trickle of tear every now and then

I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons……I can use some to some degree…but I wouldn’t say proficient in any. 

I like the way women look in stylized men’s suits

I don’t like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me

I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the cloud

I have played tennis with my non-dominant hand

I have played strip poker with someone else before
I read the labels on food, shampoo, and other things just because……When I’m really bored 

I have emotional problems for which I have sought professional help

I believe in ghosts and the paranormal

I can’t stand being alone

I have at least one obsession at any given time

I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment……Yeah…When I have one, I tend to do so. 

I know what THAC0 means
Okay people…Listen up, because I’m only going to do this one more time. THAC0 is a D&D (Dungeons and Dragons) term that means….To Hit Armor Class 0.

I have a signed Tom Servo head

I’m judgmental

I’m a HUGE drama-queen

I was a Spice Girls fan and proud of it

I have traveled on more than one continent

I sometimes wish my father would just disappear……I thought he pretty much had. *laughs* 

I have seen every single episode of more than one television show

I’m terrified of moths

I enjoy musicals…….Some of them anyway. 

I am a chocoholic

I wear ties and I’m a girl……Not often…But I have wore my Slytherin tie on occasion. 

I got to be in the front row of a Minstrels of Mayhem concert

I am a geek and proud of it

I don’t like clowns not at all

I own an animal costume……*thinks*……Gargoyle…Harpie…Use to have Catwoman…I don’t think any actual animal animal ones that I can think of. 

I have eaten hog maw……Ewwwww *shudders* 

I read Cosmopolitan magazine……I use to. 

I’m a Disney freak……I wouldn’t say freak. 

I’ve written at least one novel……I’ll get there, really I will…I hope. *laughs*

I am completely, unabashedly, head over heels in love

I am currently pregnant with my first child

I believe in Reincarnation

I think cows are cool…….I don’t think…I KNOW cows are cool. *laughs* 

I spent a good twenty minutes pondering whether this quiz started out with one thing and loads of people did it and added

I’ve dated someone on-line……I wouldn’t exactly call it dating. *laughs* 

I’m fairly good at sewing

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1) What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it?
Amazon=warrior woman, most often thought of coming from ancient Greece
Succubus=demon lover, thought to come to men as they sleep
I use to be just Amazon a long time ago, and despite what some may think, I believe I have an inner such stregth…It’s just tapping it and bringing it to the surface I need to work on. Succubus, because I’m seemingly getting more in touch with that side of myself as well…I wanted something that repesented both side of myself.

2) When did you first get an online diary?
Sometime in 2001

3) Why did you first start an online diary?
*shrugs* I had a friend here, and thought it might be fun.

4) How did you find OpenDiary.com?
My friend Jack found it and had a diary on here under the name Dragonlancer

5) When writing an entry, do you believe you are writing for you or the reader?
A little bit of both…I write it to get things out, but I know someone is going to read it…So like on surveys and such, I tend to add a little bit of insanity to it. *laughs*

6) When writing an entry, are you completely honest?
As far as I know I am…Granted I might leave somethings out…But I think I usually put it all out there.

7) Describe your writing setting:
Sitting or laying somewhere with my laptop either propped up on my lap, or sitting on the floor.

8) Is anyone that you know (in real life) allowed to read your diary?
Well…As I’ve met Grimmie face to face, I’d say that was knowing him in real life…And I talk to Raya enough on the phone that I’d count her as in real life too. So…I’m guessing that would be a yes.

9) Do you know anyone in real life with a diary, which you are allowed to read?
*See above answer (as I’m pretty much it would be the same answer. *laughs*)

10) Has anyone found your diary that you really didn’t want to find it?
Not that I know of.

11) Do you believe writing in your online diary is therapeutic?
Yes…It lets me get things out…Plus I can get feedback from others on what’s going on as well.

12) How many entries do you have?
374

13) Do you have any entries that are private?
It doesn’t say so…So I’m guessing not.

14) If you answered yes to that, (with out getting too personal), why don’t you want people to see them?
*see above

15) How many favorites do you have?
30

16) Do you know who your first favorite was?
I’m going to say Raya, at least on this diary…On my orginal Amazon diary it would of been Jack

17) Have you ever written an entry while too intoxicated?
Nope…But I have one written as an OOC on Raven’s where I was tired/sick and it is really mental. *laughs*

18) Do you feel accepted by the diary community?
*nods* Yeah, it’s a pretty good group of people.

19) Have you secretly fell in love (or had a crush on) a diarist?
Nopes

20) Have you ever read an entry that really moved you? What was it about?
*nods* I have…I can’t recall off hand now what it was about…I’m sure there has been a couple of them.

21) Has anyone written an entry that made you cry?
*nods* Yep, both in real life entries, and quite a few roleplay entries (Gods we are good at the emotional rollercoaster).

22) What are your favorite kinds of entries to read?
Depends on my mood. It’s always good to read an uplifting bit of writing…or something fun…or just plain fun.

23) After writing an entry, how long do you wait to see if you have notes?
Depends what else is going on…Sometimes 5 or 10 minutes…sometimes longer…Guess it depends on if there is anything to distract me.

24) If you don’t have notes, do you feel let down?
Sometimes…It’s good to know people are out there.

25) How many notes do you usually get?
At the least between 3-5…Last few entries I’ve gotten over 10!

26) Did you know the more notes you leave, the more notes you get?
Noooo…Really? You think so? *laughs*

27) Do you delete mean or nasty notes?
Depends on the note…Not often though…Most of the time it’s just showi

ng how immature some people can be…Tis always good for a laugh…Exspecailly is said person seems to think they know everything.

28) Have you ever left a nasty note and not signed your name?
If you’re going to leave a nasty note, you should at least have enough guts to back it up with your name…Otherwise it’s just a testimate to the persons stupidity and cowardice.

29) Have you ever left a note on a person’s diary, just to make them feel better?
I’ve left some in the hopes that they would make the person feel better, or help in some way.

30) Do you keep a paper copy of your online diary?
Nope…Though I do have some of Raven’s roleplay entries written in notebooks…and partial entries that I finished after typing the first part up. *laughs*

31) Do you go back and re-read your past entries?
I have a couple…More roleplay that regular ones.

32) What’s the most interesting thing you can think of about Opendiary?
Hmmmm…I guess I’d have to say the people. After all, without the people, Opendiary really wouldn’t exsist now, would it?