Long entry…Good luck reading all this mess…

Uh…*looks around* I know I had a thought…Though I can’t for the life of me remeber what it is. *shrugs* Oh well…I’ll come up with something.

Those of you on ‘Harley watch’. *sigh* *shakes head* His fever is still going up and down. I did call the doctor’s office today. The nurse told me as long as he’s responding to the tylenol, and it’s taking his fever down, and he doesn’t have any other symptoms not to worry. Still…tis hard to not worry when ones little one is not feeling his best. Though he still seems to have enough of himself in him to try and beat on me on occasion. Vicious child. But I know it’s out of love…He just doesn’t realize sometimes I don’t want to play that rough. Currently he’s sleeping, curled up next to Crookshanks, on a blanket on the floor.

I skipped walking today, so I wouldn’t be out in the middle of walking, away from the car, and not be able to get home if need be. Did do the weekly shopping though…mainly trying to find stuff for the kids lunch, and snacks. Anyway…Mum did call me while I was out, as Harley’s fever went back up, and she was 1) Unsure of where I had put his medicine. 2) Didn’t want to be the one to give it to him…as it’s the older kids dosage, so instead of taking 3, he needs 1 1/2…and she’s not wanting to have to be the one to work that part out. Besides…I wasn’t sure where I had stashed it…though I did know I put it up where he couldn’t get it easily, as he had expressed interest in the box earlier. He knew it was medicine…but as it’s made to taste good, I didn’t want to tempt fate…As he’s already eaten other medication when he wasn’t suppose to. *shakes head* He’s out to get me, I’m pretty sure. *laughs*

Mum got to talk to her Englishman tonight online…and on the phone both. They’ve been writing e-mails back and forth for something like seven years now. She was going to visit him a couple summers back, even got her passport…but finances on both sides went blah…so it never happened. Now he’s married to his old sweetie from the states…And I guess they are going to be moving to the states, around June 2008 apparently. To San Diego…Mum is already planning vacation time and a trip out that direction. *grins* Of course Me (and of course the Critters as well) will be in tow. Still…2008 is ages away…

(Still along the above mentioned thought)…Next summer, after Mum gets her paid vacation (4 weeks of it)…The plan is to go to Louisiana. We figure it’ll take two weeks of her vacation time…One week there, and one week for driving there and home.
I’d still like to go to California before 2008…But I’m not sure I can get her talked into it.

Less than a week until my braces come off…I can’t wait. Though I know it’s going to be an awful experince. Hopefully the bracket all come off without too much trouble…though I’m wondering how easliy the bands will come off…and then (the part I’m REALLY dreading)…the scraping of the glue off the teeth. *shudders just thinking about it* I’ve gotten a taste of it when my brackets have popped off, and they had to clean the tooth up before they could put it back on…It was…awful! *shudders some more*

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*is currently stuffing self with junk food* Though I’m not sure if the Special K bars really count as junk food…they are suppose to be good for you…right? Though the Hostess cupcake on the other hand…yeah…This after a Twinkie earlier…The kids are having peanutbutter and jelly for lunch for most of this week…So I thought I’d slip in a little ‘nice dessert’ type of thing. So I bought Twinkies and Cupcakes…they were on sale too…So it’s all good. I got them juice pouches, applesauce/fruit cups, and Pringles to stuff in their lunches too. I need to finish filling out the paperwork for free/reduced lunches/breakfasts…but that requires speaking to the pet about how much he makes…which requires, well…speaking to the pet. And as he’s rarely here, or just in passing…It’s hard to remeber at times. Still…Last year it only took just so long for the novelty of Mommy making lunch to wear off on Sonja (and she didn’t even eat her wraps the last two days…*shakes head*).

Which I think Mum might have a point as to why Sonja had a hurting belly after school…she hadn’t eaten her whole lunch. I’m guessing she most likely, knowing her, ate part of it in the morning during snack time…then part of it at lunch…but as she didn’t eat the main part of the meal…it could be part of the reason…Another factor I think is she didn’t want to participate in gym class. The teacher creeps me out…so I can just imagine how the kids feel. Harley hid behind me yesterday when we went to get Sonja.
Which yesterday she had gotten out of gym class as well, saying something had bitten/stung her. Something did get her…but it shouldn’t of been anything that made it so she couldn’t play…And I noticed that the ‘pain’ left her walk after we left the school.

Still haven’t heard from the Halloween store…but as I didn’t put my able to start date until the 12th…I’m going to give them til then…Then I’ll have to find their number somewhere…Though I can’t help feeling maybe I’m not ready…and what with Harley and his fever this week…

I worry that I’m going to end up driving Grimmie crazy…or bothering him…I’ve texted him three times today…One of them asking to make sure I wasn’t bothering him…The first two were around 3 and 4 my time I think…the third one in response to the one text message I got back. I just don’t want to drive him crazy…or bother him so he wants to hide…or whatever.
[Okay completely off topic and random…Capri Sun Pacific Cooler sucks…I will be sticking to Wild Cherry ones from now on…the Critters can have the Pacific Coolers. *laughs*]
Anyway…Guess I kind of just gotten use to talking to him. I know he’s busy, he’s back to college, has classes, and homework. Seems everybody is getting busy…Tis that time of the year I suppose.

Part of me…I think…wishes it had such things to have to worry about/deal with. I know, with Raven as a professor this year in the roleplay, I’m going to miss the essays….though I’m sure they weren’t anywhere near the caliber ‘real’ essays would have to be…And I’m sure I couldn’t deal with the whole school thing anyway…Besides…I wouldn’t have a clue as to what to study (one of the reasons I never went beyond high school to begin with) and also…couldn’t afford it. I couldn’t even afford the books! I can’t believe the prices they put on th

ose things…I remeber when Raya and I figured out how much she saved by renting her books…and Grimmie just had to buy some…the cost was insane!

*was cleaning out messages on Quizilla* Hadn’t been there for ages…Computer hates loading it…And I get sidetracked easitly with everything else. I had a couple notes praising my writing…And I always get such wonderous praise from all my readers with voices…and I’m sure those without voices are still enjoying my writing…even though they don’t say anything…otherwise they wouldn’t be reading.
I know I have stories inside of me…but I can’t seem to get them go come out…And even though I know they want to…I worry that they just aren’t going to be good enough. Good enough for what, I’m not sure. As it is…I worry that over each rpg entry I put up.

I feel the need to do something…but for the life of me…I don’t know what I’m suppose to be doing…I want this, and that, and a dozen other things…some of which I just can’t have…whether by my own fault, or…I don’t know…*sigh*