This just went all over the place…

First off…Sorry for my lack of noting skills over the last couple days. I just can’t seem to manage to get to noting…

Secondly…I’ve got a real entry over at Greatest Journal…I just didn’t feel like putting it here. So those few of you over there…You have something to read…if you dare. Blah…

Some BlogThings I suppose…perhaps it’ll lighten my mood.

Your Quirk Factor: 53%

You’re a pretty quirky person, but you’re just normal enough to hide it. Congratulations – you’ve fooled other people into thinking you’re just like them!

How Quirky Are You?

I’m normal enough to pass…Wow, who would of known…
I so hate those ugly fish lips. *considers removing picture* Blah…

You Are Balanced – Realist – Empowered

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don’t attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don’t beat yourself up when bad things happen to you… But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order. You realize that working the system does get you further. You know who to defer to and who to control. When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

How come I don’t feel much like that currently?
Felt more like that when I took this thing…but life…Eh…

Your Birthdate: June 15

You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it’s hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents

Your power color: Jade

Your power symbol: Flower

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

*looks around house* Doesn’t seem very inviting currently.
Where is that optomism that I’m suppose to have?

Your Love Element Is Fire

In love, you are a true listener and totally present. For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you’ve ever felt. You attract others with your joy and passion. Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate. Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life. And while your flame may burn too brightly, it’s part of your appeal.

You connect best with: Wood

Avoid: Water

You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly

What Element Is Your Love?

Which is why it sucks so much I feel dead inside, instead of feeling alive.
That last little bit makes me wonder what a certain Aries is.

You Should Be a Film Writer

You don’t just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Those who have had the chance to read things I’ve written…What do you say?

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you’re offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends You can figure out new incredible clothes to create… that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

Back to this are we? Which reminds me I have things I should be finishing…I’ll get to it.

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

First off: Where did I get a brain?
Secondly: How is it a healthy mix of anything?
Thirdly: I’m rational and reasonable? When did that happen?

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*hugs Raya*  Don’t let my distracted brain ever make you think I don’t like hearing from you. You’re daily calls have become a very important part of my life…and I’m not sure what I’m going to do with myself when I don’t get them. You’re one of the few people I know that I can count on to be there for me.  And everytime I do something that upsets you, I feel like utter rubbish. You are not just my friend…You are my sister. I don’t think there is anyone I’ve ever told so much to…Or that has been so supportive and encouraging to me.  Actually I find myself worrying that I’m going to disaapoint you…and I hate that thought.  You make me want to be the person you see me as…the person you keep telling me I can be.  You remind me that that person is inside…I just have to figure out how to let her out.  You remind me that I deserve happiness…that I deserve better…that I deserve someone who is going to treat me right, and respect me, and knows I’m worth something.

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*looks up* Okay…not sure where that came from…Guess it just needed to get out. 

I’m a jumbled mess today…And I’ve got to get ready to go walking…Mike’s already called once…and said something about calling back…I just…*sigh* 

I need something…I don’t know…time away from everything?  Well not everything…but those things that cause me stress. *sigh*

If money weren’t an issue..if bills and time away from jobs weren’t an issue…I need my friends…Yet they are scattered all over…I need to be with them, all in one place for a change…and we need to go do something, like normal groups of friends do.