A rant..a rant that snuck in..and some other stuff

Mini Rant To Ensue…

Bloody worthless, good for nothing, idiotic, annoying, pain in the arse, effing moranic prat! *kicks pet in head…repeatedly* I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! You annoy me to no end. And in ever creasing fashion, you serve no bloody purpose. 
If it wasn’t for my Mum, and her working all the overtime she can get, we’d have nothing. Including the house that we live in, and the property that’s been in my family for years, that we had to use to get the house to begin with!
Can you really be so blind as to see that there is no relationship here? This marriage is a bloody effing joke!
You know nothing about me. You know nothing about the Critters.
The only things that matter to you are things that are going to effect you directly, to hell if they have an effect on anyone else. If it’s not you, it doesn’t bloody well matter.
Back to the fact that this marriage is a joke, a shame, a facade. I’m a bloody trophy for you to dust off and show off on occasion. And you are…well…an annoying prat!  Do you even know how long I’ve been shunning your advances? Do you have a clue? 5 1/2 months! Does this not tell you something? Does this not give you even the smallest clue? I would bloody well rather shag Peter Pettigrew than you!!! 

*shakes head* Did I just admit that out loud? *laughs* Well it’s bloody well true…Peter does more for me than the pet does…as scary as that thought is. *sigh*  Then again, there is wonderful Severus, and the darling Sirius…*kidnaps them all.  Yes, fictional characters, I know, I know….*sigh* Fine…Since Rima seems to have such a tight grip on Alan…I’ll run off with Gary Oldman.  I’ve already claimed him as mine over at Greatest Journal.

Anyway…in connection with above rant…The stupid pet didn’t go to work today. May have had something to do with the fact that he didn’t get in until 1 in the morning. *rolls eyes* Is it that bloody hard to realize if you are suppose to get up at 5 in the morning, you come home and go to bed before 1 in the morning?  This after already having last Friday off for the holiday, as well as Monday.

And then what does he do, when he finaly drags his arse out of bed…He comes out here, with no regaurd for what I may be watching, may be planning to watch…and throws in a movie. That is what he’ll do for the rest of the day, sit on his arse and watch movies. Usually movies that have been watched repeatedly, and no longer have any appeal.

*falls over laughing* Bloody hell…Are you out of your effing mind? (<—- to the pet).  Because he’s hungary, he was hoping to send me into town for cream of wheat…Get off your arse and go find something we already have in the kitchen you idiot!  He asked me when I was going into town…I said I was going to go in and pick up Sonja and then head into Boyne.  He asks why. I say because it’s my walking day, and my Mum is working overtime. He asked why I didn’t just leave the kids with him!! *falls over laughing again* There is NO bloody way I’m leaving the kids in his care for an undertermined amount of time. I don’t even like leaving them in his ‘care’ long enough to run into town (which is only 5 miles away!).  Why you may ask…Good question. Because he’ll sit on his arse and stare at the tv. He will zone out, and he will become oblivious to anything and everything going on around him. You can be talking to him, and not even a minute later try to say something else, and he’ll be so zoned out that he won’t hear you. Yeah…I trust THAT to watch my kids. NOT!!

Currently I’m listing to music (or attempting to…as the pet has Sorcer’s Stone in….which means he keeps asking me a hundred diffrent Harry Potter questions, as it is too much work for him to 1) read the books, or 2) think for himself when it comes to some subjects)…Anyway…back to the music.

I’m getting quite a collection of songs that I connect to roleplay…or specific characters generated by things that occur in roleplay.  I’m considering making a cd of all the songs. I just want to make sure I don’t miss one.  Some of them I’m sure would make sense to some…others there are deeper meanings behind…and thoughts of things to come in the future, even if I never get to writing that far in the roleplay. (As is one song I’ve connected with Peter now has to deal with the final battle, sort of, and the fact that I’m figuring Raven’s dear rat is going to end up dead. *sigh*)

Currently playing: Someday- Nickleback  *sigh* Raven/Severus….*another sigh*  Inside the circle the night Severus returns from being ‘missing" *kicks Tommy* Stupid prat Voldemort.   Which is when Raven and Severus break-up…Which is on the schedule for August 1st.  (Which means that night-or Aug. 2nd entry- we find a VERY drunk Raven, and a very content prattish Mutt…Well that is until Uncle Remus lays into him. hehehe….)

I’ll have to compile a list…that’s all there is to it. I will work on that soon. Though I don’t have all the songs on here I don’t think…As I do not believe I have Truly Madly Deeply (which is the current music playing on Raven’s front page.)  I think I will load them on cd by man. *laughs* Though I suppose I should see if there is any other music out there that suits other roleplay moments.   If any of my fellow roleplayers can comment on any, I’ll be glad to hear you out.  (Granted there is Azi’s great musical moment. That whole ‘Battle of New Orleans’ fiasco. *laughs* Never did get to him doing his apology…Oh well…)

After two days in my glasses (and even going out in public in them), I am back in my contacts…because the inevitable glasses headache attacked…I knew it was on it’s way…I’d actually been fighting with it since the first day. Shame…I wasn’t feeling too bad about the whole glasses thing.

I did another of my writing exercises…but as it is what is to serve as a first draft…I’m hesitant to put it up. I’m not sure why…I guess I’m just being weird. I do think it might be a good base though…All it really is, is rough ideas, tiny paragraph per what may be a chapter…I don’t know for sure.

Well…I guess that’s enough at the moment…and I’m feeling better for having ranted…and that song/cd thing is really stuck in my head.

~Raven

* Edit [Not that anyone has read it yet. *laughs*]
I’ve got 13 songs already (well…11 that I actually have, 2 I still need to get…but 13 total for the cd)