Paranoia on a couple levels.

*sigh* I’m being paranoid…and trying not to be. If someone would just bloody well call and let me know what’s going on…
Mum got called into work early tonight. So she leaves. About 15 minutes after she’s suppose to be there Karen calls, saying she’s not there yet. Only because he had no gas money, the pet was here and answered the phone. I wish I could of talked to Karen…So I hand over my last $12.00 to him for gas money, and he goes in search of my Mum. He calls about 8:30 to say Mum’s Jeep is in the parking lot. I tried to call Karen’s cell phone, to see if Mum had made it into the shop, but all I got was voice mail, and I haven’t heard back.
I keep telling myself since the Jeep is there, all must be fine, she must be there. Just these people don’t think enough to call and let me know!
*refuses to give into paranoia*
[*Pet has returned, saying he talked to my Mum, so all is well. *breaths sigh of relief*]

Anyway…aside from that…I’m back on speaking terms with the sewing machine. As I suspected, it was the bobbin that was giving me the troubles. So I got the shiny red corset sewn together…now I have the black pipping pinned to it, awaiting sewing,  I also have the red shiny skirt almost done…all I need to do is do the fastening part.

By accident, as I was pulling my hair up out of my face so it wouldn’t get in my way, I figured out how I’m going to wear my hair to the party at the end of the month. Hopefully it’ll work with the mask…I really don’t know how long me and that mask are going to get along. *laughs*   (*is still fighting paranoia and evil thoughts…like ‘that is if my Mum shows back up.’*)

[This is the one thing I worry over at a possibly insane level. I think it’s due in part to the fact that my Mum was in a really bad, and abusive relationship years back. And there were times when I really did worry and wonder if she was ever going to come back whenever she was gone for long, and I wasn’t sure where she was at.  I don’t know what I would do without my Mum…She’s always been there (for the most part) for all my life. It’s always been me and her against the world, more or less. Always been as long as we had each other, we would/could, manage to get through anything.]

Now, lets spread the paranoia…

RULES
A. Choose 10 people from, but not limited to, your friends list.
B. Write something about/to each of them.
C. Don’t tell anyone whom the statements are about. Good or Bad.

1. If there is anyone who knows me better than I know myself, I would say it has to be you. You’ve managed to accpet me, flaws and all. I can’t remeber ever having a greater friend, and I don’t think I’ll ever find a better one. *hugs*

2. I don’t know you well, but I have learned from what I’ve read you have a wonderful way with words.

3. You’ve got a sarcastic kind of wit, which I always think is a good thing. And a love for all things Vampire from what I can tell…Tis a good combination. *laughs*

4. You definately know your opinion on things, and aren’t afraid to share them with the world, or stand up for them.

5. I don’t know much about you, but I know you have a love for Severus that could possibly rival mine. Plus there also seems to be that fondness for a certain mutt as well. *laughs*

6. You’re completely mental, but I mean that in the nicest way possible. *laughs*

7. Your’re a definate free spirit, and possible a bit mad…but it’s a good thing, really. *laughs*

8. Though we don’t talk often, when we do, you tend to push my mind to it’s mental borders with your deep thinking, and forcing me to think deeply as well.

9. You have a great inner strength, and I believe you will be able to achieve the goals you have set for yourself.

10. You’ve got me quite worried, not knowing what’s going on, or if I’ll ever hear from you again.