*TITLE* <—– I've been so creative lately

This should be a big surprise to all of you…The pet didn’t go to work today…well Friday, as it is tech. now Saturday. And I got about 2 1/2-3 hours sleep…and a few nodding offs that were maybe 15-20 after that throughout the day. My head is killing me…Not sure if it’s lack of sleep, or lack of proper food. I’ve got to get myself straightened out, that is for sure.

I find myself feeling quite anxious to get my next tattoo(s). Though I lost my one picture, and have to go find a suitable replacement. Perhaps it is a sign I was meant to just design my own for that as well…Though I’m having trouble with the other design I’m trying to figure out.

Even though the annoying Optomistic cloud is hovering over me (Yeah, that must sound so odd to most people…I still find it an unsettling feeling)…I felt the darkness creeping around the edge…Just a bit of sadness for no reason.

Well perhaps a bit of a reason…though insane as it is. 
I was watching What Not To Wear…I would so love such a make-over. But then that leads to the thought that I do nothing…I go nowhere…so really…what would the point be. Besides, I’m sure they’d get rid of my purple hair…and I would just have to fix that first thing when I got home.

*swats self* I’m a bad pet owner. Peter didn’t get to come out at all Today (if it was still Friday)…and I just can’t manage to get myself to do it now either.  It’s not fair to him…but at least it’s only the 2nd day since I’ve gotten him that he hasn’t gotten to come out. It’s really good for me, since I’ve had him since October…and he’s been out every other on those days. Today is just…blah…Maybe when I get off here for bed I’ll take him out for at least a couple minutes.

I want to go shopping…real shopping…not just the rubbish necessity stuff…I’m tired of that. Got royalty checks…pretty ones…*keeps pets for myself*  Actually part of that has to pay for the phone bill Me and Raya have managed to rack up. I’m so tempted to use mine to get my one tattoo…it should be enough to pay for it. Then I’d have it for when Raven gets hers…

Okay, all of you who were feeling sorry for the rat can stop now…He was running around the top level of his cage, and I couldn’t just leave him in there like that. *laughs* Though he is being a bit of a spaz at the moment.

Anyway…Critter A is at the other grandmas…Critter B is asleep…Mum is at work…(and despite not going to work) the stupid pet is who the hell knows where. So it’s quite…

Still…I can’t seem to get Peter’s entry written. I had an idea for it…but I think I might scrap it. I think I want to get away from all the sad thinking and thoughts for a while. And the more I think about it…the more I think it would take more courage than what he’s got to go where I had him going…No matter how bad he feels about things.

I think I might be too tired to be writing anything right now…As I think…Ug…I don’t even know. *falls over*

I do know I’m too tired to be chasing this rat…he refuses to stay put. I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve had to pick him up off the floor…and that’s in the last minute!