Should of wrote yesterday morning…

I was in  a better mood. The last two days I’ve been woke up by the bloody phone ringing. Yesterday it interupted a dream that I was having, and I think I would of really liked to see where it was going…maybe. *laughs* I was getting pretty cozy with someone…though it wasn’t anyone from my usual list of someones…which was just odd in itself. *shakes head* It was Bug from Crossing Jordan…but still, he’s not so hard to look at…and although I prefer Nigel’s accent, I do think Bug is the more attractive of the two…Anyway…

This morning I wake to…*glares at Critter B*…The rest of the Bertie Bott’s scattered on the floor, along with 2 out of the 3 packages of Fizzing Whizbees, opened, and a mess…And I just realized my Hello Kitty blanket has got a corner covered in them. Needless to say, I am NOT a happy camper this morning.

I’m tired…and I have to leave in about an hour…*pouts* And I have to take the evil spawn with me.

Oh yes, before I forget…

A Happy Belated New Year to the Pagan Community out there. (A day late…my life story. *laughs*)

I think I’ll do pictures next…

Here are this years Pumpkins…If I remeber correctly it was the one on the right end that was pregnant…sad to say…the babies just couldn’t survive outside the pumpkin.

Hermione under the effects of the Polyjuice potion (Critter A)     A Baby Dragon   (Critter B)

Cleopatra  (Yeah…I look so thrilled I know. Blah)    Cleo and her asp…But yeah…I made that costume.

*bangs head on desk repeatedly*
I’m having…hormonal issues…Like all of a sudden they are in overdrive.  Quite frustrating, because although I have a perfectly willing outlet…I have no desire to be with said outlet…Yes, bad, I know. *throws outlet into a firey abyss* Shall we roast marshmallows.

Anyway, said overdrive is really messing with my mind…and making me think things I shouldn’t be thinking…and about people I shouldn’t be thinking said things about…*shakes head* I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. Thing is…I knew at the time I shouldn’t be thinking such things…yet, I was still almost fully willing to let my evil little mind take over…It was so very tempting…so very, very tempting…And he was of no help. *pouts*  Although I think it was because he didn’t really think I was thinking what I was thinking to begin with.

Wish I could say I know I could keep myself contained…but I know me oh too well…And I’m afraid that I can’t. I mean, I can in the physical world…well sort of. *weak laugh* I have no access to another outlet other than the one…but won’t get into that…But elsewhere…*sigh* I was so close to crossing the line last night…And I don’t want anything to get weird or whatever…I’ve had this friend for too long to go and let things get weird…yet…I can hear that pesky, evil little voice in the back of my head, still jabbering on…Telling me what I should of done (which is most likely the opposite of what I should of done)…Even after I think he finaly realized that what he thought I was thinking, really was what I was thinking, and we decided it was for the best if I went to bed (as it was after 3 in the morning where I’m at)…I was still so tempted to say something…as it is, dragged the good-bye out a bit…*sigh*

*shakes head*   *sigh*  Perhaps I should put a warning label on my messenger, warning all males to keep their distance. *weak laugh* Gods…somebody just shoot me and get it over with. *head desk*

Suppose it doesn’t help with what I’ve been writing either…*shakes head* Which is just warped and twisted on it’s own little level.  *brings Severus back from where ever he has disappeared to*  There…that should put an end to that other mess. *laughs*  Yes Raya…there is a second one of those written…just not to the point of anything happening…but there is no denying where it’s going. *head desk* *head desk* *head desk*  *sigh*  If someone would of told me there would be someone to sneak into Raven and Severus’s relationship…I would of told them they were completely mental…If they would of told me it was him of all people…I probably would of fell over laughing my arse off…*sigh*   No worries though…Raven and Severus are the couple that’s going to be…and somehow…they’ll get past this little derailment. *shakes head*  What the bloody hell have I done…and how did it come to this…*head desk*