Countdown Survey…

10 Favorites
Favorite Color:  Red
Favorite Food:  Depends on my mood
Favorite Song:  Shadow Games
Favorite Movie:  *shrugs*  Pick one for me (I’m guessing something with Alan Rickman in it)
Favorite Sport: None
Favorite Season:  Summer
Favorite Day Of the Week:  Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor:  Chocolate
Favorite Time of Day:  Night
Favourite Car: Datsun B210 Wagon (Favourite vehicle…I really like my Jeep)

9 Currents
Current Mood: Utterly Bewildered
Current Taste: Does that mean the vanilla creme stuff that was in my cup?
Current Clothes: Penguin T-shirt, black leggings, cream colored slipper socks, Slytherin robe
Current Desktop Picture: Severus Snape and Raven Pegasus.
Current Toenail Color: Natural
Current Time: 9:01 pm
Current Surroundings: Critter B and my messy desk
Current Annoyance(s):  Annoyance has left the house…but is the cause of warp and twisted thought.
Current Thought: Trying not to think about thoughts

8 Firsts
First Best Friend: Alice
First Kiss: @ 15
First Screen Name: amazon4ever
First Pet: Ben and Sheba, German Shepards
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush:  Chuck…I think
First Music: Oldies
First Car: 1987 Plymoth Turismo

7 Lasts
Last Cigarette: Ages, and ages ago…was never a serious smoker though.
Last Drink: 2 years ago Halloween I had a shot of something… *shudders*
Last Car Ride: Home from town
Last Kiss: Earlier today
Last Movie Seen: Scooby Doo and the Monster of Lock Ness
Last Phone Call:  Grimmie
Last CD Played: Shadow Mix CD

6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:  Yes
Have You Ever Broken the Law: What law?
Have You Ever Been Arrested:  Nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:  Nope
Have You Ever Been on TV: Not that I know of.  (Been in the newspaper a couple times though)
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn’t Know:  How about didn’t know real well?

5 Things
5 Things You’re Wearing: Penguin T-shirt, black leggings, cream colored slipper socks, Slytherin robe, Hello Kitty unders
5 Things You’ve Done Today:  Took a bath, Made soup, Talked to Grimmie on phone, Talked to Mike on Phone, Been betrayed by my own mind.
5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: Critter B, Grim Adventrues of Billy and Mandy on tv, The fan behind the computer, The keys on the keyboard, Peter just clunked in his cage.
5 Things You Can’t Live Without: My friends, My family, My computer, My morning coffee, Chocolate.
5 Things You Do When Your bored: Write RP entries, Draw, Nap, fight with the critters, Play with my rat.

4 Places You’ve Been To
1.  Niagra Falls, Canada
2.  Mackinac Island
3.  Shepard’s Air Force Base, Witchta Falls Texas. (Was born there)
4.  Paul Bunyan Animal Park in Minnisota….It’s SOOOO bloody awsome there.  *wants to go back*

3 People You Can Tell Anything To
1.  Raya
2.  Nell
3.  Grimmie (you best be being quiet about what I said earlier)

2 Choices
1. Black or White:  Black
2. Hot or Cold: Hot

1 Wish:
That I could get my mates (and mate by assossiation) and head off for an invasion of London…I know we would just have a great time.

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*shakes head* My poor mind, I think its done been stretched to the limits…I must be putting too much preasure on it…thinking too much…or something. Long, warped, twisted a story…well maybe only long as I tend to drag things out…warped and twisted…are a big yes.

Okays…I’ve mentioned I’m in a relationship I don’t really cherish, but I’m more or less stuck in it at this point. So I do my best to make the best of a not so wonderful situation…and avoid anything that resemebles ‘relations’ with said annoyance. And when I can’t manage this…I’ve taken to pretending/imagining to be with someone other than said annoyance.

I took my loverly bath…I was working on roleplay ideas before going in…while in…and after getting out. Running senerios for the future through my head. Just so happened I was doing this as putting myself (er rather Raven) in the situation I was more or less currently in while I was getting out of my bath, finding my clothes, and attempting to get dressed. That said…I was Raven fresh from bath, dressed in towel, coming from bathroom to bedroom at the Leaky Cauldron (Yeah, I know I live at Grimmauld Place during the summer…but other people will be living there too…and at s

aid point I was one- avoiding dealing with said people, and two- hanging out with a friend who is not aloud at Grimmauld Place). Everything was completely innocent.

Well…reality intrudes. Annoyance comes home…has already by pressing the fact over the last few days that I have been successfully avoiding him for months now…Hard to keep avoiding said annoyance when one is standing there in little more than a towel wrapped around oneself.  *kicks annoyance*  *kicks invading thoughts* *headdesk*

Anywho…As said, hard to avoid said situation…Fine…I was proably in need of a release anyway…Okay…make the best of a not so appealing situation…the wonderful…Pretend to be with someone else. I can do that…I’ve done that before…On a few occasions. Okay…well…This did not go at all the way it was suppose to. Did manage to place someone else in the annoyances place…But as I’ve said, my mind betrayed me…and placed someone there that it shouldn’t have. *face in hands* *shakes head*  (All and all, it wasn’t that great of an experience to begin with either…not sure whether to blame it on the fact that I would of really rather of been playing Tiddly Winks…Or the betrayal of my evil mind apon me. *kicks evil mind*  On top of that…it reminded me of a time in my life where I cared little for myself or my body and did not keep it as well as I should of. And despite knowing this was something ‘Raven’ would never do…It is something I would of once done…Not sure I can’t say I wouldn’t do it now even.)   Bloody over-active mind anyway…not letting go of one bunch of thoughts so I can replace them with proper thoughts…or the right improper thoughts anyway.   *headdeskrepeatedly*