better state of mind

so today is better, actually after getting it all out in my last entry, at least the letter part, i feel a bit better. i mean at least now i know where everthing stands, i can take his calling as an act of a mind game i guess. why else would he have called in the first place if he truely feels as his wife described… I’ve taken down his pictures for the time being…i don’t want her crying that he hasn’t called her again….and seeing the picture i think would just reinforce the thoughts…

so chai and i are going to have a cookie making day! have to get tons done for this week….have to wait until mom gets back with the eggs n stuff…but no worries, have most of the night to do them and then once chai is in bed, i can finish them up…but if mom n dad get back too late, i’ll just wait to start them tomorrow or tuesday…don’t really need them until friday anyway…..

well dinner is almost done, so i’m going to end this bit of a note….talk to u all later