new years resolution

so my biggest new years resolution is to actually sitck to my diet and exercise….i’d like to meet the army standards for my height, which is 150 lbs….which means that i need to loose a whole person….well a lil’ less than a whole person, currently i’m at 278.2 by the weight watchers scale…..so i’m allowed to eat 31 pts a day…..hard problem is gonna be the whole staying away from vending machines on my long nights…..but i’ll do it….i have to do it….

i was checking out the army website, and they have a medical corps program, and instead of going through boot camp i’d go through an intense training program for physical therapy…..but i have to get down to the weight standards…i mean that would be a great job to have….and better benefits for chai…..so that is my main new years resolution….

all the other small stuff is the usual…keep the house cleaned lol….ummm try to keep my emotional life in check….and figure out wtf i want….i know now that i really don’t want to be with arron…but i do want to remain friends…..i’m going to write him a letter telling him all of this….and i’m not gonna let the drama from malachai’s dad effect our everday life….it will evenutally be done and over with…..i’ll know more about that on the 23rd…..and my school studies they so have to just be top priority….i let them slip a bit last quarter….not too much, still had excellent grades, but could have had all A’s……

so that is just about it….at least for now lol…..

happy new year everyone…..

luv cole