can’t get him out

and here again i’m writing about a guy, but fortunatly it’s not my ex just a guy in a band i hooked up with last year after i kicked arron out….but here lately i can’t get him out of my mind…i mean the band is great, so i still listen to their music, and i know it was just a one night thing, but he’s just invading my thoughts…bah

he was great to talk with, so smart, knew just about everything dealing with music and could talk for hours on religion and politics….just stimulating conversation….but so how it all happened is my best friend took me out for a much needed night on the town…she is friends with the band and we ended up running into them at the bar and did the whole afterhours at their house…well she was seeing one of the guys at the house, so we spent the night, and everyone crashed but me and kent…so i got to watch some tapes of their shows and we talked for a bit….then we went to go to sleep in his room…well one thing lead to another and i’ll let your imagination run here…but amazing is all i can say…..

so around christmas time tiff came up (she moved to flordia right after we went out) and she stayed with me, but went out with everyone she wanted to see b4 she went back to flordia…well she tells me that kent wanted my number and asked her to give me his..so i called him…and he invited me down to watch the band play…so i got a sitter and went…well it was excellent….i mean these guys rock…..you’d have to hear them yourself…but i "fell in love" i don’t know if it was just seeing him onstage playing or if it was his voice and eyes when he sang…i dont know just sexy…so we talked after the set, and they had to get the equipment back to their house, and he told me to stay put…well my ride decided that he didn’t want to wait anylonger and we had to leave….so i didn’t get to hang out with all of ’em that night….

we talked a few times after that, but not a whole lot….and january was the last i talked to him….and now i’m seeing the band is playing all kinds of places in the next few months….just wondering if it’s a sign saying go see him or if i’m just wanting it to be???

i swear i must be like boy crazy lately….i’m even flirting with a couple guys in my sociology class…but i’m not really looking for anything serious…so maybe that’s why i’m doing it…or maybe i just need…..i’ll let you finish that sentence…..

if you really like good music, check out the boy’s site it’s http://www.badmammajamma.zoomshare.com there are even pics on there so you can see what he looks like…mmmmm dreamy (at least to me) 😛

well i guess i should get working on my psychology paper…

luv