Ifs

We tell ourselves, if only __________ , THEN I would be happy. But really, would we? Or would we then just crave something else?

I just wonder. How much is environment, and how much is just who we are? How much change would it take to change who you are?
If you had a fairy-tale life from the storybooks, would you still be fucked up?

I feel so selfish sometimes for feeling the way that I do.

It’s like that feeling when you throw away perfectly good food when you know that there are children starving in Africa.