05/05/2007

It’s always there.
And it’s always going to be there.
There is nothing I can do to change it.
It’s there.
And it hurts.
And it doesn’t matter what I do.
It doesn’t matter how much I avoid it.
It doesn’t matter how far I run.
It doesn’t matter how much I hide it, deny it, forget it.
It will be there.
It will always be there.
And it hurts.
And I hurt.
And nothing is ever going to be enough.
I am never going to be enough.

I
can’t
do
this.