Starbucks Boy

Starbucks boy.

I know I said I felt that he wasn’t good for me.
But I HAD to go see him yesterday because I felt like it was stupid of me not to take advantage of the opportunity to spend time with him simply because of principle when the fact of the matter is that I want to spend every moment I can with him even if I never see him again, especially if I never see him again. Because it’s SO worth it.

It’s like the way we can just lay together and I feel like we’re one. The way we were laying there last night, and I could feel his heartbeat beating through my body and it was one of the most awesome feelings, ever.

I eventually kissed him, or he kissed me, I can’t really remember.
I have never spent so much time kissing someone.
And I loved every single moment of it.
I couldn’t control myself. I couldn’t keep my hands off of him. I couldn’t stop kissing him. I had to have him.
And it was the best sex I’ve ever had.
Because for the first time in my entire life, I was with someone that I really wanted to be with.

He makes me feel so many things I have never felt before. He makes me feel.

…and I would say that the reason you are so intruiging to me is becuase we are so different…but, we’re wearing the exact same thing.