One night

Mother fucker. I just wrote a huge entry and then deleted it all. What a bitch.

tonights our last night in port Douglas. We fly out to the gold coast in the morning for our final two weeks. I seriously wonder WTF I’m doing wasting my life in tassie when places like this exist. It’s so beautiful. It got to 30degrees today, I went in the pool twice and beach in the morning and still managed to spend over 200 bucks in Lorna Jane. Shut up we don’t have one in tas!! I reckon ive spent about a grand in a week, oops.
I can’t wait to hit up the shopping centres and theme parks on the Goldie :).

Geard was in a foul mood with me this morning. Dunno what his issue was but it pissed me off. He’s fine now but tbh I have kept away a little bit. Slightly over his childish mood swings directed at my way. Although if I bring this up I’m sure it’ll be my issue not his. Whatevs. I’ll have a break from cuddles etc and I’ll be over it.

I text bren and told him I miss him. I was trying nit to talk to him cuz he chose to work out over coming to see me before I left. Yes I treat him like my bf. That’s just us relationship and jealousy and all that bullshit. Just with no sex. WTF?! Wierd yeah but hey I’ve just learnt to accept it. As has Geard and everyone around us. His gf hasn’t quite got it yet. Fair enuff lol. He drives me crazy but I do love him. I think geards enjoyed us not speaking much but I miss him. No one gets me like he does.

okay that’s it from me x x