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God damnit i for the life of me cannot fix my hair!

I’ve used different shampoos, given up conditioner, washed my hair in cold water, left the shampoo in for a long time.. No matter what i do, my hair is oily at the back when i dry it.. I don’t know what to do!  And it’s really really really upsetting me.  My hair, is pretty much perfect.. It’s the one thing about me that i have complete confidence with.. And now that’s gone!  I can’t handle it and i don’t know how to fix it!!!

So i’m way better than my last entry..  Although Molly is still ditching me..

Thursday.. Plans for lunch.. Sms about 10 mins before i was going to pick her up saying she couldn’t come..

Friday… Sposed to go to a party.. I get all dressed up and organised, about half hour before i leave i get a msg, she’s not going anymore, she’s pissed off about something and is just going home.

Saturday.. Plans to go for a drive after she finishes work, once again get a sms saying her mum wont let her out due to something she had to do tomorrow, i asked her please, if she could just come for a while but she didn’t even bother to reply.

Sunday she asked me to meet her and Nick in town, i said no, i was going down to see Paul after he’d been away all weekend, finally started smiling cause i didn’t feel lonely and DITCHED.

Monday i sent her an sms saying i was bothered by how she kept dumping me, how i needed a friend at that time and i pleaded with her to reconsider but she didn’t, said i didn’t wanna fight but i was seriously cut.  No reply.

Tuesday i sent her another msg saying i guess she was pissed, she said nah, she just didn’t know what to say, no apology whatsoever.  She then asked to come to the movies with her and nick and his mates.  I said no cause i’d already planned to go to tea with paul and watch a movie with him.  She said bring paul blah blah so i shifted all our plans so we could.  I drove purposely down to my place after work to get changed, whereas i would’ve just headed straight down to Paul’s in my work stuff.  At about 10 to 9 (movie starting at 9) I get a call from Nick saying that they weren’t going anymore and Molly tried to text me this but it didn’t work cause she ran out of credit and didn’t realise.  I was majorly pissed because

A.  I couldn’t stay with Paul that night so we had little time together
B. Molly’s msgs save when she sends them into her sent items, so she would’ve known it didn’t send
C. You get a msg from Telstra saying you have no credit left when trying to send a msg on no credit
D. She recharges the second she runs out of credit on her debit card
E. She got Nick to call because she knew i was going to be pissed.

ANYWAY.. Then yesterday she sent me a msg saying come for a drive with me, which turned out she was only taking nick home and wanted company.. I said yes and went to get ready, at the time they were sposed to be picking me up i got a text saying her mum wouldn’t lend her the car.  FOR FUCKS SAKE.  I’m pissed off now.  I am NOT making anymore plans with her.. I’m not arranging to meet her or agreeing to see her unless she is literally right in my freaking sight.  Screw her.

AND ontop of that she thinks i’m going to fuck Nick or something!  What does she think i am?!  She knows what Paul means to me, and STILL thinks i’m going to suck Nick’s cock.  Thanks.  Thanks a lot buddy.  He text me yesterday and i’ve been texting him just out of spite.  She doesn’t want him anyway she just thinks he’s cool.  She’s only leading him on.  You know the cheap trick song?  She wants him to want her, even though she doesn’t want him back!

Paul and i are going away tomorrow for the easter break.. Couple of nights up at a friends shack with a few people.  Should be good!  Get me the hell away from my so called friends!

Oi people.. Where you all been?!  Haven’t had any notes in sooo long!