No more falsehoods or derisions

So I’m in Florida visiting my grandma (the one who lost her husband this past September.) I’m having a pretty good time and the new meds helped somewhat last night. I need to take them earlier though. We didn’t get to her apartment until 11:45 and so it was a bit after midnight when I finally took them. But it worked out ok. I woke up at one point to go to the bathroom and everything was shifting around and sliding. But there was still a part of my brain that said, “Its ok. Its just the meds. Go to the bathroom and go back to sleep.” Even without the mania, its hard to sleep in an unfamiliar bed.

I talked to Mike last night after I landed in Tampa too. He’s unsure again about his plans. He cracks me up sometimes. I could be annoyed but it’s really not worth it. He says now that he’s not sure when he’s coming home, but they are probably going to drive straight north to Ohio and see what they can see. He said if he doesn’t find work he’ll be home much sooner. I think this past weekend with all the talk about missing each other got to him. I know it got to me at least. He always tells me to call him, so I think I just might do that tomorrow, maybe even tonight. When I’m waiting at the PA airport might a good point to do that.

So Grandma wants to take me to dinner, so I’ll catch up on other things later. I have some handwritten stuff from work that I want to type into here, but they are back in NY.

For Joel….

When the moon is in the seventh house
and Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the age
of Aquarius, the age of Aquarius
Aquarius, Aquarius
Harmony and understanding
Sympathy and trust abounding
No more falsehoods or derisions
Golden living dreams of visions
Mystic crystal revelation
and the minds true liberation
Aquarius, Aquarius
When the moon is in the seventh house
and Jupiter aligns with Mars
Then peace will guide the planets
And love will steer the stars
This is the dawning of the age
of Aquarius, the age of Aquarius
Aquarius, Aquarius

Aquarius ~ The Fifth Dimension