you god damn kids had best be gracious

I don’t like not having a computer. It makes it harder to write in my diary. And plenty has happened.

Megan is going through all her issues with Jacob and Rick so we’ve been talking a lot lately. Last Saturday, Nathan and I kidnapped Justin and took him to Front Street. We got him so drunk. It was a lot of fun. Justin said he had a really good time. Even if he did throw up twice. When we were driving home across the bridge, Justin kept telling me to pull over because the road was swerving. So I changed lanes and he and Nathan both freaked. It was hysterical. And driving through the tools, Justin was like, “Whoa! Whoa! We’re not gonna make it!” Nathan was pretty wasted too, but it was Justin’s first time so it was more amusing. I only had a few beers since I was driving, but I’ve noticed something between me and Nathan when we get drunk. Its like little sparks start to fly. He wants us to go out and get wasted together some night. I’m not sure that’s a good idea cause I’m really afraid of what might happen. He’s becoming the Fourth Stooge and I like him that way. For the longest time, it was Justin, Ryan, Chris and me. They were the Three Stooges, my Grover boys (even though T-Bone isn’t a Grover.) Now Nathan’s joined the group. He’s brought other girls along with us, but they never stay. Well – I’ve usually hated them, so Chris tells Nathan they aren’t allowed to come anymore. Its most amusing. And I love going out with them. But I wonder if I’m like their Kathleen. 😮

Here I am, laid bare
At the end of my rope
I’ve lost all hope, so long
Molly Connolly just broke up with me
Over the revealing nature of the songs
You god damn kids
had best be gracious with
The merch money you spend
Because for you
I won’t ever have rough sex
With Molly Connolly again

Here I am, laid down
At the end of my rope
Wishing I had not been born
Now I’ve spewed too much
I can never shut it up
I thought you should be warned
And I implied black sky
Took the needle to my eye
And sucked out all its glow
Molly Connolly ruined my life
I thought the world should know

I can’t stop thinking about
What she did wrong to me
I can’t figure out
Just what i did wrong
I’ll kill myself thinking about
The things that you did to me
Molly Connolly

Every Man has a Molly ~ Say Anythinge same reason she still talks to Jacob. Why she still answers the phone when he calls and still hangs out with him. We don’t know why, but we do it all the same. Maybe its the masochist coming out in us. We are suckers for punishment. Who the hell knows?

Liberate the people that you hate
Then cut yourself again
Elevate then drop back down
And see which ones remain
Remember all that she can say
Is that she knows she wants it

You’ll make it through
With another point of view again
You’ll make it through
With another point

Accusation, does yes mean no?
Or have you changed your mind?
Kill the nation before it grows
And be one of a kind
Remember all that she can say
Is that she knows she wants it

You’ll make it through
With another point of view again
You’ll make it through
With another point

Pretend the world’s an ocean
Oh, I’m drowning
Pretend that I’m pollution
Oh, I’m dying
Pretend the steak’s a cowboy
And the kiss will kill you

You’ll make it through
With another point of view again
You’ll make it through
With another point

Point of View ~ Silverchair