warped reality

I’m lost in this warped reality
Somewhere between who I was and who I am
My back still bleeds from the knife
You thrust in months ago
I felt the pain and betrayal
But now I found the wound and reason
My life is the sand falling between God’s fingers
I hope Dave Miller wins the bet
Because someone should be enjoying this
My heart longs for Australia and Spain
But it is lying beside her hospital bed
As long as her machine is working
My heart will keep beating
The optomism is suffocating
They are dying somewhere
But no one wants to admit it
Go ahead and push me away
Dying wishes take a toll
On a girl who struggles to live