Again

the crying screaming madness
of looking at the mirror
and seeing what should have been
where i should have been so long ago
but things won’t change and i can’t change
i just wish that they would care again

and he’s chasing a blonde haired girl
with a written script and a camera
hoping to get it all on film
memories are just a figment
of my overactive imagination
tell me do you remember me

the looking glass still beckons me
but i’ve already fallen down the rabbit hole
and nothing that i’ve seen can match
what i saw the last night you left
but things won’t change and i can’t change
i just wish that they would care again

and he’s chasing a blonde haired girl
with a written script and a camera
hoping to get it all on film
memories are just a figment
of my overactive imagination
tell me do you remember me

the drunken nights and lack of friends
ends with the mental breakdowns
spilling out my heart to strangers again
and they look helplessly on never knowing
but things won’t change and i can’t change
i just wish they would care again

and he’s chasing a blonde haired girl
with a written script and a camera
hoping to get it all on film
memories are just a figment
of my overactive imagination
tell me do you remember me

do you remember the late nights, the phone calls
the talks we had, the times we shared
back in the days of high school and bubble gum
but the phone is silent on the floor
the loving’s dying on my floor
as my heart beats its final tattoo

but things won’t change and i can’t change
i just wish that they would care again

and he’s chasing a blonde haired girl
with a written script and a camera
hoping to get it all on film
memories are just a figment
of my overactive imagination
tell me do you remember me