definition

I can’t define whats in my head
There’s no reason for it
No way to explain it
There’s a burden on my back
That no one else can see
I’m beaten into the ground
I can no longer stand on my own
Paper shreds of memories
are burning my house down
Home may be some special place
I wish I could find mine
All I want is to be loved
to be happy and at peace
But that isn’t as easy
as it should really be