Boys and Guitars

So I cleaned today. Not my room, my house. Then I went to this rehearsal for a concert tomorrow. I’m turning pages for this amazing pianist. It will be a very cool concert. Then I went over to Krissy’s and we watched What a Girl Wants with Amanda Bines. It was a very good movie – hot boys with guitars who fly halfway around the world to get his girl. Makes me miss my boy all the more. Specially since he really isn’t my boy. I want a boy. Or at least someone to cuddle with sometimes. But I also want someone to love me and protect me in the sweetest and non-overpowering way possible. And someone who just watches me because they think I am the most amazing creature on earth. I know that sounds very conceited, but thats the way Tim used to look at me. And I would blush and try to make him stop, but he would keep at it. And it really flattered me. It made me feel truly loved. I mean truly loved. And cherished in only a way a guy can make his girlfriend feel. I know my parents love me and my friends do too. But its a different kind of love. He could look in my eyes and see all the way down to my soul. He knew my deepest secrets without ever trying. He understood me and just accepted me, only pushing me the way I needed and as far as I needed.
Anyway, enough sorrow, I have things to do still. Since Manny didn’t call me back to tell me where the party is, I’m not gonna go obviously.
What would you say if I asked you not to go to forget everyone forget everything and start over with me?