Male, Cryptic Messages and Obsession

ARG!! Men are evil. Boys are evil. The whole male race should really just die. First Manny is all weird and secretive. And didn’t I fucking say he was going to call?! Well he did. ARG!! Thankfully I was still at rehearsal then. But he was so annoying last night. And then Danny started in with me. He wants to talk but he won’t tell me anything, like you know where he is? Or if he’s ok or anything reasonable like that! He won’t tell me where he is or even if he’s coming home soon…..going home…..something like that. Who knows though, he might actually be home! Son of a bitch doesn’t tell me. And then Brian disappears without telling me anything. His roomie (i assume or else its the girl he’s screwing) tells me he’s on the phone. Ok, fine I can wait. I can be patient. But then his away message pops up. He’s gone. ARG!! No goodbye or anything. I swear if I didn’t love him and already send his package, I would open it and eat it myself. And John was all “pretend pissy” because I don’t say hi to him. Thats because I’m trying to figure out all the damn cryptic messages I’m getting. I swear the only male who wasn’t sending me alien encrypted messages was Russ. He said hi. He was doing fine. He wanted to talk to Manny, blah blah blah. Ok, maybe his spelling and spacing makes things difficult, but oh well. At least he wasn’t being all secretive and annoying. So basically right now, boys are evil and I really miss Tim. I swear is this diary full of him enough already. And so is my head. I wish I could really be rid of him once and for all. I don’t know what to do. I’ve truly tried everything I can think of. And nothing has worked. ARG!! Ok, so maybe I just have surpressed anger at Tim and it all comes out at the entire male race. But they really all suck!!! REALLY!!