choice of a lifetime

happiness is bought on hallmark cards
99 cents for one, 3 for a dollar
as fake as the money we trade
but ignorance is bliss
i would live in this facade
in this happiness forever
how many layers have you peeled away?
think you found them all
i promise i’ve hidden more
the whispers of angels
have hidden my galaxy in the ocean
no one will ever break in
boats of lies draw you away
my innocence stolen with permission
of a candied letter from you
one night full of screams and cigarettes
and suddenly everthing is over
with rain and lucky pool shots
one day you will understand this
when you do the rain will end
and tears will fall instead
irish boys are my weakness
long ago the stars made it so
predetermined and i can’t change
her choice changed everything
just like mine did