road you choose

when will you grow up
and leave me be
when will you understand
that you will never be
a friend of my heart
that has been reduced and destroyed
by what you said
and what you did
nothing will ever change
i was willing to forgive
mistakes that were made
i was willing to say i’m sorry
and i still am
but i can’t forget
and i won’t let go
the treason of a friend
its the hardest thing to swallow
next to vitamins and love
i have always kept
my friends close
and my enemies closer
and now you are closer
than anyone i know
i hate the way i feel
i hate the things i miss
knowing they will never happen
knowing you are gone
knowing that friends forever
was just a high school cliche
and now i’m standing there
wondering if you even miss me
i know i miss you
and i know i always will
but the choice you made
the path you took
does not allow U-turns
and you choose that path
you picked the road
and now i’m on it too

all alone