the dreams made no sense as they died

All my dreams wrapped up in your eyes. Everything I wanted was nothing compared to wanting you. Time hasn’t changed that. No matter what happens in my life, I just want to be with you. You chose her. No explaination, no good-bye, you just left. Like a candle snuffed out, like a dream gone up in smoke, like a life blown to bits. No control of my hand, blood drips down my arm. Voices calling from far away. Faces float in front of me. You chose her. Don’t look back at me. I don’t want your sympathy! I just want to be loved. Like you once claimed to love me. I want to be able to love again.

I stopped feeling the moment you left.