Dakk

July 26, 2005

Late night update/entry

First let me start off by saying I am so sorry I have not felt like writing lately.

I have not felt like doing much of anything really.

I have my interview with SSI Disability on August 2. Joy of joys. I have tons of items I need to find. I have been putting that off too.

Kal has been out of town since Thursday but gets to come home tomorrow. or rather today. YEA.

I have been having head aches every day almost. Not quite migraine, but about a pain level of 6.

I talked to my mom the night before last. Told her how I have been feeling like I am in a Fibro flare – and that I have these sores on my head. She said I should get checked for Lupus cause sores on the head is one of the symptoms. I told her I was checked for it when I had the diagnosis for Fibro. She said that I could have both cause she does. And Lupus sometimes is very hard to detect unless you are in a flare. So I will call my doc and see what he has to say.

Not sure when I will get around to do it. I keep forgetting simple things. And it is driving me nuts.

I had to get a car battery for my car. Well E went and got it for me. the battery kept going dead. Sigh.

E and I took Autumn to SunSplash park on Saturday. On as we were trying to park the car we had to back up a little to try to get the car straitened out or he would have hit the car parked next to where we were pulling into. Well the guy BEHIND us was so freaking impaitent and could not wait the two seconds it would take us to manuver into position and tried to sneak around us – that E accidently backed into him. We are all ok. The truck has a boo-boo but we are fine.

Speaking of car accidents – my mom was in one yesterday morning. Yep a car and a van t-boned in front of her and the rear end of the van came right at her. The witness thought for sure the van was going to roll over on my mom’s car. She had angels watching over her for sure.

I have not read hardly any of my faves. I appologize. Please don’t delete me. I need to get out of this funk.

I need to get out of the house.

I have been feeling ansy, ill, frustrated, tired, excited, sleepy, wide awake, nervous, wary, motherly, fat, and not at all sexy.

Diet was blown all to peices. Craving salty foods. Yep you know why… Surfing the crimson tide. I ate a whole bag of chips. Well it took me three days though. I just sat down to figure out my cycle. Gah I am running 21 days. No wonder it felt like I just ended not long ago. See I have my visior for a whole week. Heavy for a whole week.

So how would you calculate ovulation then? Not that I want to get preggers. I mean I want another child, just not now. Kal still says no more. If it is in God’s plan, however, Kal has no say.

Well that is all my random thoughts for now. Hopefully I will be my old cheerful self again.

Don’t worry – I am not going anywhere – I just renewed my subscription for a full year. 😀

I am sure there are tons of spelling errors – I will come in and edit it tomorrow. HUGS and g’night

DianeRox

I’m so glad your mom is okay! That’s really scary! And sorry you’re getting all those headaches…I hope you don’t have lupus and that everything is fine. *hugs* Cora

a beautiful letdown.

Wow. I’m glad your mom is okay, too. And don’t worry, this funk will pass. There are always times when I just don’t feel like writing in my diary. Of course, I get over it eventually.

Roller Beth

No worries hon, we all get in a funk at times. I hope that your mom is ok…yes she sure did have her angles watching over her. take care

Step-a-bit

You would probably Ovulate around 10 days into your cycle. Thats crappy about the accidents! RYN: Thank-you! SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!@

sUmm3rsnOw

glad 2 hear ur mom is ok. take care!

Sorry to hear about the accidents and the diet…I’m not doing so hot on mine either. I under the same weather you are…I’m thinking I might need to go back on meds, like MyssK keeps hinting.

Hope you get to feeling better!

*hugs and prayers*

I hope everything goes well with your doctor and the meeting in August. *hugs* Don’t worry for a second about us. We love you too much to take you off our favorites and we know you too well to expect you to have the time/energy/urge to write every day!

sunflowergirl

July 27, 2005

you just have to take your time, When you feel bad wait till that eases up. take care.

MareCat

You need to get a basil thermometer and start tracking your temperature when you wake up. That’s how you figure out ovulation! I hope you get to feeling better soon! MIL has Lupus, but she just gets violent shakes. I don’t think she said anything about sores. I pray the Doc will figure it out soon, so you get back to your old, energetic self. PRAISE GOD for the Angels watching over your mom! <3ya!

*hugs* I’m so glad your mom is okay. YAY for Kal coming home tonight! Sounds like things are hectic there, and I wish I lived closer so I could come and help you. As for ovulation, *shrug*. I bought a program called Taking Charge Of Your Fertility from ovusoft.com. It does all the work for you! 😀 Don’t worry about the bag of chips. I have a bag of pb m&ms and have been eating them for breakfast.

memelou

*hugs

I hope you get to feeling better soon. I’m sure the heat is a major factor. (((HUG)))

Don’t worry about it. I haven’t been writing either, and am so behind. I haven’t felt like doing anything lately, and everything seems to stress me out, even things I enjoy. I’ve had so much anger and depression these past weeks and things are not working out. I often don’t feel well either. I’m glad Kal will be home, and that your mom is all right.

Sorry about that impatient driver. Good luck with the appointment!

KristinaBallerina

July 29, 2005

Glad your mom is ok, that can be so scary. I just filed for SSDI on the 18th…how far are you into the process? I have a +ANA, which is the screening test for lupus, and then when they test for tpyes, I test negative for all types, so who knows, I guess some people have a +ANA with other AI disorders, man these headaches sure are going around huh, went to the ER Wed. after waiting EIGHT days! 🙁

Random noter: my mom has Lupus and its true you do get sores on your head, i would get checked up if you supect you may have it. I hope you feel better.

Cap'n

August 3, 2005

ryn: EQ2 was a lot of fun 🙂 I’ve played quite a few of the mmorpg’s started with EQ (70 beastlord and 65 warrior) DAoC (45 Friar) SWG (master smuggler/master Creature Handler) FFXI (24 red mage) CoH (high end blaster and defender) EQ2 lvl 50 monk with prismatic weps!) and now playing WoW (already have 60 mage and working on a hunter atm– lvl 45 and climbing)