Today is about all kinds of stuff

I am still feeling like crap. But I need to try to ignore it as I have (had) tons to do today.

Miss thing and I started our day off about 9am and just hung out in the bed. We laughed, tickled and sang. Yes we sing together. It is quite interesting.

Then she fell asleep for her morning nap about 11:20. I got up and got dressed. I took my Lyvoxl – YEA I remembered!!

Then I came out to the computer and checked my email and cleaned out my web hosting site as we were nearing our MB limit on storage. I went to do an update on the Aging-Services.org page but they did not send me the minutes from the last meeting as they thought they had. They sent me a document on hurricanes. DUH

Now an hour went by since I had taken my Lyvoxl and so I had lunch and I took my anti-biotic (it is not doing a bit of good) and a head ache pill since the Tylenol did nothing.

Next, I switched the laundry over.

Then I did a complete change on the cat boxes.

Then I did the dishes.

Miss thing woke up and I have her sitting on the floor playing with her toys with a Baby Einstein video on. She had been pretty quiet until just now. She discovered how to SCREAM and not a pain scream, not a mom I need something scream, just a plain old loud SCREAM.

I am making another grocery list as I go about my day as things come to my attention as being needed. I just spent 150 at the store on Monday. Sigh. It adds up fast.

Last night I was very sick to my stomach. I looked at my wrap for my engagement ring and a diamond is missing. I have been very teary. That was a 5 year anniversary/Christmas present from Kal. I don’t know how it happened or where. I did not bang my hand on anything. OH why can’t I keep anything nice????? I am such an idiot. I only have a few really nice things. Most of my stuff is hand me down old and used. One of my few things worth anything and I go and do something like this to it. There is NO way we would be able to find that diamond. It is one of the small ones.

I love my cats but one of them keeps puking on everything. I just discovered it puked on Autumn’s soft barnyard animal book. EWW. I think it can be washed.

One of Autumn’s favorite things is a baby washcloth with an ice cube in it. She loves the coldness and then she sucks on the wet washcloth. She is funny.

I still have to:

  1. Finish Laundry
  2. Clean the bathroom
  3. Sweep the kitchen and bathroom floors
  4. Cook supper
  5. Clean our room
  6. Clean Autumn’s room
  7. Get rid of this pain

It never ends….

First entry for today. Maybe the only entry for today.

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October 6, 2004

I hope the pain goes away. you never know you might find it when you least expect it. Blessings.

October 6, 2004

no, you are so right..it never ends. I hate laundry. Sigh. Kisses

ugh screacccchhhh

*hugs* Atleast the cat didnt puke on the bed! 🙂

October 6, 2004

ahh yes, the learning how to scream. Fun, huh? *gags* LOL 🙂 It’s funny somtimes, but other times you feel like telling them to take a chill pill little mama!! LOL 🙂 Geez girl, you’ve had a busy and full day. Feel better soon!

October 6, 2004

((hugs)) I remember when Zay dicovered screams for the joy of screaming.

October 6, 2004
October 6, 2004

Same thing here…lots of pain, and a missing diamond from my mothers day ring that my husband bought me that has Andrew’s birthstone in it 🙁

October 6, 2004

try getting some hair ball medicine for the cat. Sometimes they puke because they can’t get the hairball up enough even to cough and make the hairball hack sound. Laxatone is the best, but you have to get it thru a vet or vet supplier. I’ll think sweet pain free thoughts your way. I relate to chronic pain (though not as serious as yours) and don’t wish it on anyone!

October 6, 2004

I’m with you on the food thing. It goes so fast. I bought tons of food last friday. It’s now wednesday and I had to have tommy pick up something for dinner. *hearing greg talk through the monitor* Gotta scoot, but I will continue w/ my blah blahs later. Love you.

October 6, 2004

Can you imagine working full-time on top of all this? I really don’t know how some women who work do it all.

October 6, 2004

Yes, remembering back when the kids learned to scream, the look on their faces 🙂 Have a good day, hope u feel better soon >^..^<

October 7, 2004

Doll has learned to squeak. its such a high pitch, i swear she is going to break all the glass in the house.

October 7, 2004

I hope the pain has gone away!

Your notes last time really kicked me hard. Me and wife have only been married since June and she lost the baby in August. I think both of us were hit harder then we thought. I knew she didnt want me in the same room with her and I was wondering if this was something that was going to last or if she would let me take care of her again. It wasn’t the lack of playing together.

I knew how sad she was and I told her that no matter what even if she didn’t want to be intimate again I would still be with her just don’t push me away and out of her life you know? Then I had a moment of wondering if we should even be together at all. I thought maybe we did the wrong thing getting married and Ex was trying so hard to get me to leave my wife.

I almost wanted to leave. Your notes made me think and then when she got sick the other day and I took her to the emergency that night when we got home and I sat up watching her all night I realized I was on the verge of giving up on the one person who was there for me when I was so down. it made me talk to her and tell her that I don’t want to lose her. I don’t want to mess things up.

Thank you for your notes. You made me realize that this is what a marriage is hard times and good times it’s a lifetime of ups and downs.

October 8, 2004

my cat does hairballs ocasionally 🙂

October 9, 2004

I love old things, they have character 🙂 Hopefully the diamond won’t cost anything to replace. Is it on warranty maybe?

October 9, 2004

Feel better! (huggles)