Today —

I feel very crampy and sore. I feel like I have just ballooned up and popped out. Under the inch of fat you can feel my belly is getting hard. Very weird. I guess the uterus is still stretching and that is causing my pain. my back is KILLING me… what else is new—

In that other matter of Friday – I do not feel anything. Not anger, sadness, hatred, nor shock. Literally I feel nothing. That is about that place.

I am worried about money. I know I am not supposed to worry, but I cannot help it. But then who is not worried about money, right?

Today has been a very frustrating day. I am still not working. I did my usual look through the two local papers, monster.com, net temps, Flip dog, etc searches. NOTHING. That is the first thing….

My desktop is acting up and we keep getting the blue screen of death. I am glad DH is an MCSE (Microsoft Certified Systems Engineer) but he wanted ME to call Dell service. He told me what to say but my brain of course forgets. I look up my service tag number on the net using my handy dandy laptop and call the number. The phone prompt asks for my EXPRESS service code number – WTF where is that? Oh the message states it is on the CPU case. Ok I go to the door of the office (Which will be the nursery soon – Gads where am I going to put all the computers and desks????- nother entry) and I remembered I had tied the door loosely closed to the closet door to keep the cats out of that room – Why is the door tied closed? Well it seems the door knob is broken and if you close the door you cannot open it again —- guess what — yep the door closed. I could not get the door open. DH told me through IM to use a flat head screw driver — that almost ended up in the wall on the opposite side of the house. The door is still shut and I am sitting on the sofa still trying to calm down. And desktop is still not working.