Weehoo, don’t know how to feel/ how to tell others
Ok that guy yea i called him… ahh we met up at the library, ahh I think I should of dressed up a little bit more. Well i did wear makeup but he wore khakis, and i usually see him in jeans.. err. But anywho, we met at the library, we went to block busters walkd around in there.. didn’t do much, were like yep thats that. we talked a little then didnt’… cause we really didn’t know what to talk about.. so we got a drink, and had the idea to go to the movies… we didn’t have a ride so we walked, it wasn’t that far…
We got there and he tried to look for one of his friends to get us free passes but we ended up sneaking in anyway. So0o we went to see Secret Window…
Ok I was so nervous/excited cause first of all… NEVER been out with a guy before… so yea tentions.. between my self were pretty high. Second of all i met him in the hallway of school.. go figure.. anywho, we were watching the movie, we held hands.. of course first thing to do. it was horrible i was cold/ nervous all in the same moment, so I was shacking a little bit. i think he was too bt i couldn’t tell if it was me or him. Ok so we did that for a while.. he put his arm around me, but it was usually on the chair, it went back and forth it was weird. A few after that Oh MY Goodness… we Kissed… i was freaking out and excited i don’t know what was going on but yea.. My first kiss. It was weird. we kissed once watched a little more movie and soo on… i could probably talk about it for hours.
The movie was really good by the way, the ending was not expected what so ever.
As we were leaving we held hands and waited for his mom to come and pick us up. I think it’s really weird seeing him going out with him because, we’ve never seen each other before, yet we walk the same way each day. He told me to call him but i think i’ll do that tomorrow…i learned that from tv.. lolz
Lets see, my best friend Cate new i was gonna call him and all that, but then she starts talking about that she wants a boyfriend, and why she doesn’t. So0o my problem is i don’t know how to tell her i kissed him, i know she’ll be excited for me.. or atleast i hope so, but i know inside of her she’ll back to thinking why she doesn’t have a guy.. or even something of what i have.
Well i just told her…. her friend was there too.. o well i want my other friend to sign on.. must tell her.. ok i’m going now must settle down..
Oh yea a guy i kno.. that knows dave too, walked by.. i wanna know what he was thinking.. i hope he doesn’t ask me anything on monday.. ok gonna go now.
Buhbyes, Andrea