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Last night sucked trying to sleep. I kept having to whack him with my pillow to get him to stop snoring. Which in turn kept him up (so sorry!) But finally he stopped long enough for me to go to sleep and I slept ok.

However, he didnt. He called me from work this morning and said he was too sick and wanted to come home (in 24 years of knowing this man he has only been that sick maybe 3 times bad enough to stay home!) I took him to the doctor and guess what? He swabbed positive for strep. I had that 2 weeks ago. He got a shot in the butt and was told he’d likely start to feel better tomorrow. Hopefully he will so I can have (here’s the selfish part of me…) some flippin time to myself! After having such a long holiday and two restless kids and a controlling husband breathing down my neck I was so looking forward to being myself today but Noooooooooooo I had to take care of an additional child..him.

Anyway, quiet evening at home, it was "go fish" night for dinner and he’s been asleep for awhile. nooooooo snoring, he’s on the couch YAY!

no response from my ex best friend. She is either pondering her response or decided to not respond at all. Sigh. I’m sure there is a harsh lesson to be learned and wisdomed gained from this situation but too heavy to think about tonight.

I live in NC and its so flippin cold here! Get me back to FLA on the next bus!

that is all, over and out.

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I hope that he feels better soon so that you can have some time to yourself. We all need time for ourselves so you’re not selfish for feeling that way. *Hugs*

I hope she writes back *HUG*

January 11, 2008

I hope things go well for you and your bestfriend. I don’t know what I would do without mine.

May 27, 2008

haven’t seen you update in awhile. hope all is well with you and the kids. love and hugs, brooke

July 31, 2008

Hey! Thanks for the note! Where have you been?

August 5, 2008

Hey Lady, when you gonna write an entry?

thanks for your notes and support during all the bs i’ve been going through… ryn: i have no intention of taking this to the police no matter what happens from this point on. all i want is for them to admit what they did and apologize. period. they do that; we move forward. it may not ever be exactly the same, especially now that they’ve denied for this long, but it would be a step in the right direction.