3:30AM

I cant seem to find my sleep, I lost it..if you happen to find it, send it back to me, Id like to have some sleep.

Thank you.

Everything can change in a New York Minute. Charles is alive. Who is Charles you ask? The story is long and the dawn is near. But atleast I know he is alive. Im going to find my elusive sleep I think its under my very soft pillow. I can fall to the sound of the soft, deep chimes from my neighbors house.

I saw him on cam today, after Afghanistan, California, and now Thialand…I saw his smile. He looks so incredibly different. He looks so incredible. If ever I allow anyone near my heart ever again, it would be him. I met him as a client right before I met Alan, then the government snatched Charles away. Injured in Iraq. Lost him in Germany.

And he’s alive. He says he loves me.

Maybe Im afraid if I go to sleep, Ill wake and its all a dream.

Things can get pretty strange in a New York minute (lyrics, Eagles)

DragonKat

January 31, 2007

I’m glad your friend is alive. Hope you managed to get some sleep.

ILuvCats

I’ve lost my sleep too!

darlingnikki

Wow.

glad he is alive..those moments can be scary

Glad to hear that your friend is alive, that is very good news. I hope you managed to get some sleep.

gossamer_windweb

🙂

Wow…that’s great to find him alive. I hope you see him again.

glad he is ok hon *HUGS*

Busy Lizzie

Dixie's_Fire

Curioushubby sent me your way. Told me you’re a good read. I think you know my history with him. Is it alright if I read you?

ryn~ Oh, no, I don’t mind that you read me. Yeah, CH — he’s a knuckle-dragger, as my husband calls him. We lasted 9 turmultuous months before he cheated on me with another woman and dumped me. But Karma is a beautiful thing, ya know? She ended up doing the same thing to him. Now he’s dating a 29-year-old bipolar chick. Yeah, I love Karma. But, I would say he and I are still friends — as much as you can be with 3,000 miles separating you. He’s just not much of a communicator (as many men aren’t). I’m currently dating Giovanni (on OD). We’d been readers of each other for months, then things just came together. Now, THERE’S a real man! If you’d like to read him, I’ll tell him about you. He doesn’t let many into his Giovanni diary….and keeps his *real* diary completely hidden from my readers. He has his polyamory training wheels on….but he’s totally wired for it. And such an amazing man. I look forward to catching up on you, Kel. Oh, be sure to check out my Brothel (Uninhibited). Let me know if you’d like to participate — or just watch. ~Heidi

i just wanted to let you know that dawn died a few days ago. once we find where her password went we will post in her diary. i have her obit up in my diary if you wish to pass the news along. no info yet on what happened.

Thank you for your note, how are you? You haven’t posted in a while, I miss you.

RYN: It’s the same font you’ve been using. I liked it so I copied it. I’m glad to hear that your doing well and that things are picking up. Feel better.

The only diffrence with my font is that I choose the biggest one I could to make it easier for some people to read.

*sends you peaceful, restful sleep*