Yet Another

I must be typing too much because the tip of my right middle finger is numb.

I’ve been reading online to numb my brain. I am so tired, yet, too stoopid to turn my laptop off and go to sleep. I couldnt sleep last night. Why? I dont know. Because no matter how hard I try, I cant seem to reach the end of the internet. And of course, there is my endless curiosity of reviews of other escorts…the good, the bad, and the very bad. From the beggining, the psychological dynamics of this line of "work" fascinates me.

I saw a new client today, I shall call him T.

T is in his late 40’s, a retiring professional in mutual funds, and lives a pretty good single male life. Divorced, adult children, bored I think of his current girlfriend. She doesnt like to kiss. Why woman..why! He was very nice. Its difficult to wear me out…but after about 3 hours of sleep last night…I kept up pretty well but I could feel the affects of no sleep. He brought me a dozen peach roses…so thoughtful!

I had a very late lunch and the host of the restaurant, G, grabbed some coffee and sat accross from me and said…"you look tired" I told him THANKS ALOT..and laughed. What a thing to say. I told him I didnt sleep much last night and I had a client for lunch…the look on his face was so funny….yes he knows what I do. G has an iron will…for nothing I do makes him give into my advances. He’s Greek. Tall, barrel-chested, hairy and has this boyish quality to him that I adore. Oh, I know I make him squirm. aside from my play-time…I dont usually flirt with men. Im not a good dirty talker. I dont hang out in places to pick up men at all….although I should tell you one of the BEST places to meet men is at…of all places…Lowe’s Home Improvement store. LOL

I think I flirt with him just to see how dark a shade of red I can turn him. Its just fun. He told me today that I make him feel special…I wish he’d find a nice girl and get married and have some kids…he is great with my kids, you can tell he loves kids. But he’s over 40 and still single and all he does is work at his family owned business….where’s the spice??

Well, he’s too scared of me so I may never know the answer to that.

Im supposed to see a new client tomorrow but I think the only 2 things I will achieve is the tanning bed and my bed to sleep. I have a client both Thurs and Fri. Fri is K…a regular who is really awesome more ways than one.

Ok Ok, Im going to bed now. Whether I sleep or not the sun comes thru my window at dawn.

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March 28, 2006

I hope you sleep well. (((hugs)))

March 29, 2006

So if the best place to meet men is in a store that’s of wood and power tools, where’s the best place to meet women??!

March 29, 2006

lot of insomnia going around. sorry.

March 29, 2006

something must be bothering you (to state the obvious)

maybe it is what you do that intimidates him? I think everyone who meets or talks with you thinks you are such a beautiful creature! *hugs*

March 29, 2006

RYN: OK, but if I go to somewhere like Lowes, then I have to feign knowing about home decor and kitchen cabinets *thinks* Unless some attractive woman takes pity on me and helps me out *idea* I shall practise my ‘little-boy-lost’ face!

March 29, 2006

i hope you get some rest hun. try not to wear yourself out too much. love and hugs, brooke

March 29, 2006
March 29, 2006

I wish I could chronicle your online pursuits of information and reviews of other working women. I like the way your deep curiosity keeps you driven toward reading such things. I had to shudder upon hearing that there was a restaurant guy who knows both your kids and about your moonlighting career. I’m unsure why one would opt to have such a door ajar in her world. good luck always.

April 6, 2006

What is WITH people who don’t like to kiss? My hubby doesn’t like kissing either. I dont’ gt it. Love,