Wedding rings?

I went over to Kristen & Jen’s last night. It wasn’t planned. Kristen wanted me to go with her to sell her wii to a guy she works with that creeps her out. Jen was cleaning so I went with her. After we met him at the mall, she said she was making shrimp alfredo for dinner and I was joining them. I was like “No I’m not.” Because I had already decided not to eat their food. They’re broke too and I feel bad eating their food. But Kristen was driving so she just took me over there. So I decided to just stay for dinner and a movie and get her to take me home. Guess what movie they were watching. Valentine’s Day. Really? Reeeeally? But fine. Whatever. I can survive that. But when we walked in, Kristen sat down by Jen and they were doing some online shopping. I am 90% sure they were looking at wedding/engagement rings. Reeeeeeally? Oh, the inner turmoil! That incident led to a group twitter conversation with some local people I had only met once or twice. Everyone says cut ties with them. Everyone. But I can’t do it. I like them. They’re there for me. But it’s times like that that hurt so much. Then Jen tried to get me to stay the night, but I wouldn’t do it. Couldn’t do it. Still feeling pretty crappy about it all today. ********** Going to a job fair tomorrow, then to Hometown. So I will probably blog about my mom making me feel shitty.