Sitting, waiting, wishing….

My days are spent nowadays just trying to get comfortable. I usually start my day with a burst of energy in which I try to get some organization done,  catch up on laundry & dishes… make lunch, then I’m spent for the day.  I just finished making ham & potato soup with the leftover Christmas ham… cresent rolls are still in the oven but once they’re done I think a nap is in order.

I started my morning out with coffee & packing up the last of the Christmas decor, and box by box lugged it down to the basement {which btw we have a cellar with outside access only, so it wasn’t a simple as I should of been}  And when Jason go home from work {overtime} he took the tree and put it out in the back yard to get it the hizzel out of here.  I just feel the extreme need to de-Christmasfy my house & de-clutter everything, and vacuum  EVERYTHING and just get shit CLEAN.. I guess this is what they call "nesting".

I’ve been sleeping like complete crap lately at night. I’m assuming things won’t change until baby is born. I can’t be comfortable on either side for more than15 min. I get up to pee more often than ever before.  Getting out of bed is a chore & the pain of such a heavy belly sucks…  I also can’t fall right back to sleep after using the bathroom like I used to be able too…. I have crazy dreams & wake up in sweats a few times a night {despite me turning the thermostat down to 60 everynight! It’s so cold in here in the mornings!}

Lets just say I’m pretty uncomfortable. I’m ready for this child to be born.  At my dr apt last Thur — there is nothing to report, no dialation, NO SIGNS OF LABOR.  I’m in the homestretch, but time is just draggggggin on.

I want nothing more right now that to just hold my bundle of joy!!!