Our Endless Numbered Days.

I listened to “Passing Afternoon” by Iron and Wine, who unexpectedly I will be seeing tonight, and I closed my eyes and I’ve been closed off today; I don’t like not being vulnerable; for a lot of my life I’ve spent it being either invulnerable, or completely dependent. To be vulnerable and content is something I’ve really enjoyed over the past few months. To be vulnerable with myself to someone else, to my friend.

So, I had my eyes closed and the song was playing, and slowly I opened up, and a soft sadness revealed itself. I’ll miss my friend. I’ll miss being close like we were. I’ll miss loving; having my love tried and made stronger, and more Godly, more holy, a more true love.

That will come.