Home.

To clarify, as I was reading what I had written in the last entry I felt uneasy.

On the way home I remembered the last thing I had prayed before that “should I just give up?” prayer:

“God, I don’t want anything to change. That’s it. Honestly, I just don’t want anything to change. Please.”

So, in context it makes a bit more sense. Pretty much, I feel from God “follow me and let it be what she says.”

He answered me. You know, I love her as a person. I do. Also earlier in the prayers, I asked him if he can redeem this. He said yes.

Again, as I always say, whether or not this works out, I know God is in control of it. He will bring about change. He will lead this.