Pursuing friendship.

God, what do I write? How yes, I’m somewhat afraid of it not being driven by a compulsion to be together at all times? How this requires trust? In her. And in you. How moving slow is more dangerous for me because it means the other person isn’t caught up in emotion — it’ll be a well thought out decision, if she ever does decide.

All these things I’m afraid of are good things, healthy things. And none of them are under my control.

Prayer. Small steps. Your guidance.