A few minutes of mourning.

I brought it up last night with her. “I like you.” “…I know.” “What are your thoughts on that?” “They haven’t changed.”

So the question is, what do I do now? She’s my best friend. And I’m going to move on, this is not going to be something I hope for anymore.

This means I have to put up boundaries. This means I can’t be as vulnerable at times. Obviously how I feel about her, my desire to be with her, is not going to change overnight. What will change is the way I go about our friendship.

And I don’t know what it means. I’m not sure where the line is. I’ll just close my eyes and follow God.