The Wrap Party

There’s a small chance I’ll have to write every week about how good “Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip” is. It is fulfilling a place in my heart.

I go to movies a lot looking to be affected emotionally, and I notice myself more and more pushing myself into feeling something, some undefined Feeling, because I think my job and maybe just life right now have made me numb to a lot of things, and maybe it’s why I masturbate during these times… The point is, I miss having my heart massaged, being surprised by a feeling. My heart is ready to thaw!, and I trust honestly that God will do that.

My heart is aching I think with anticipation.

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October 23, 2006

I love Studio 60, too. The ratings plunge it’s been taking breaks my heart.

October 23, 2006

haha that’s okay, as a girl you get to have completely illigitimate feelings of crappiness every month that you think are completely valid until you wake up on your period and think “ooohhh. THATS why everything’s been shit”. And then you feel dumb because you fell for it last month and the months before that too.

October 23, 2006

because you really wanted to know that, right?