Afro.

I don’t like acting happy, or smiley, or giggly. I just want to lay back, and stare at the ceiling, have some alone time.

I worked for almost 12 hours straight at Publix, smiling at customers, chatting, smiling, being nice, being funny. It’s not fake, but it is an act.

Well, really it’s just how I get around a lot of people. But I’m people’d out, and I just want to stare at ceilings, like I said, anyway.

That’s all.

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March 12, 2005

Ceilings are very good friends sometimes.

March 12, 2005

Although I’m not sure what this entry has to do with an afro…

March 12, 2005

i was hoping you were going for a new look.

March 12, 2005

public work at a coffee shop is what taught me about small talk and how to interact with strangers ha…no i am a pro i guess but i still privately very-much-dislike meaningless talk with people who dont care “like….oh my gawd….dont ask me how i am doing and not mean it!” sorry, trying to translate scarcasm electronically

March 15, 2005

I said I went to bed and I lied. I’m up. But now I’m really going to bed. Universe man. Bye now.

March 16, 2005

RYN: good question. Yes, I hope. But it’s not easy to get there.