Before Sunset.

I should be sleeping but I’m thinking instead. I should really be enjoying life, losing weight, being healthy, accepting love, loving, and I realize that most people don’t do everything, they think they can, they’re so young, but they don’t use it.

I’ll be no different, only because I don’t know hwo to be, how to accomplish things I’ll only realize later that I needed, how to know when this is important, and when to move on, when is that question, when. Not why, not for me.

I guess.