Badly written boy.

I wanted my CD’s back from Tess and it’s like in a conversation when you’re talking, or an argument where you’re telling someone something and they’re trying to piss you off so they just ignore that you’re speaking, that how I feel about her, not that we’re in an argument, or that we actually know each other enough to even think of fighting, but it’s like I’m talking and she is looking above my head. (Like directly above it. Purposely.)

Anyway, I figured out why I wanted my CD’s back so much. I think it’s because I just want to get rid of the embarrassment I feel about her. I mean I was in my car driving yelling “I just want my fucking CD’s back!” hitting my wheel, it’s pathetic (and I yelled that too) but you can’t control how you feel (well I can’t) until I figure out why.

And I did. (It’s my biggest soft spot, embarrasement.)