What a nut.

I’ve masturbated 3 times in the past 24 hours and every time, consistently, it’s felt good.

It makes me believe that I’m happy.

I’m watching a documentry about Brian Wilson turmoil and “SMiLE”, which I plan on buying. He’s talking about the voices he hears every few years, very interesting, I like his music.

I’m interested in so many things lately like what blind people dream about, do they see there? Is it a sound based dream? And deaf people, do they hear people talk, I’m sure it’s probably just everyone signing, but maybe they just understand?

Also, I’d like to track maybe 100 babies from birth until some age, I don’t know for what, but I really want to buy “SMiLE”.

I bought “Pet Sounds” a few days ago.

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October 5, 2004

I have a blind friend who doesn’t see in his dreams. I’ve never asked my deaf friends, but it seems like good research. —

In Matthew 5:27-28, Jesus says, “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lustful intent has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” Everytime you masturbate, you might as well be raping the girl you’re thinking about, in God’s eyes.

October 15, 2004

I’ll be sure to take that into account next time.

October 16, 2004

::snort:: Now THERE’s a stellar quote. God says don’t masturbate! It’s better to have sexual frustration rule the mind! Hmmhmm. ;D

i will bet you a thousand million dollars whoever left that unsigned note is a girl.