I want the future.

I haven’t written in such a long time. For facts sake. I just haven’t.

I introduced this diary site to Mike last year and he had a good start to his. And I’m thinkin’ this is restartin’ mine(‘).

So, hey.

I’m taking anti-depressants again. I couldn’t handle my emotions without them, which is a little sad, but I don’t feel any lesser of a man.

I have heavy anger issues. But let’s please not talk about that, please?

I’m pretty critical of everything, on these days, in particular everyday, so every everything I am.

And I don’t want to help you, or your friend, or even her now. Only me.

(Please don’t misconstrue.)

I guess pray for me, I’d single-handedly appreciate it.

Thank you. Jon.